Plague Bearer
Bluelighter
First time with K
Ok, I've had a go at a number of psychedelics, the only dissassociative I've used has been nitrious. I'd been keen to try K for a while and I guy was kind enough to hook me up with a 'strong' K pill. I know you're better off going for the pure stuff, but anyhow, this was all I could get at the time. I was rather keen to achieve a K hole.
I plan to write this giving a first time user's first impressions of the drugs, and hopefully to describe some of the effects.
Background; this occured monday morning, I'd gone out hard both fri & saturday nights, indulging in nice quanities of mdma, speed and weed.
I got up at about 11am (still tired and dopey from previous partying), crushed the pill right up, but it was still quite flakey. I cut the crushed pill into 3 bumps, the first was half of the pill, the other two were one quater each. I railed the first one (1/2 the pill) in one go and had to keep sniffing to make sure I got all of it down. I then went and watched TV. Within 5 minutes I felt the effects coming on, a VERY mild delay in me moving my head and the vision catching up, by another 10 minutes this delay was quite pronounced and I was giggling and saying to myself "ahh its a dissassociative for certain', because I could readily compare this to the short-lived effects of nitrious, the distant feeling in the body, the slight numbness through the nervous system was something I felt during a nitrous experience. By this time (15 mins since first bump) standing up or reaching my hand out for something would result in a delay of maybe 1 second between me getting up and the vision catching on. I must say that this delay in vision was rather similar to that experienced when on alcohol, although more pronounced. Soon my vision began to swim even with minor movement in the eyes so I decided to go and lie down, I wandered around the house a bit checking myself in the mirror, and became alot more aware of sound, I could hear with good clarity a bird moving across leaves outside, car doors closing, the tv sounded way to loud. etc. I remember hearing a sound outside my window and my perspective was altered (only the way i was thinking), I became aware of what was outside my window, the flowers and plants, as if the wall were only paper thin and I could easily walk through it, luckily I did not. But it was an interesting perspective shift, I'll try to explain it properly: Normally when you're safely tucked inside a house, you consider what is outside as almost another world, well certainly another enviroment, the K made me recognize that they were simply the same place separated by walls & a roof etc. I wandered around a fair bit giggling a little and quite confused with what I was going to do, and whether or not I was the person on the TV show I was no longer watching, I decided that I would want at least the next quater of the pill to try and reach a K hole, so I tried snorting it, however the complete lack of coordination and motor skills left me snorting with the edge of the straw maybe 3-5 cm above the line, needless to say I didn't get anything, I moved closer and made a bit of a mess of things, and a few goes later I had it all up. However the lack of coordination meant I'd not got it all the way up my nose and was sneezing and swaying all over the place. I imagine it would've been funny to watch, but I was quite disorientated and beginning to feel the confused nausea you get when you're sick with something particulary nasty. I hauled myself up and staggered to the bathroom just in case I was going to vomit, I lay down on the floor. This didn't feel like long at all, but given my lack of decision as what to do, and the amount of wandering I'd estimate it was around 15-20 minutes since I'd gone into my room and maybe 5-10 minutes on the floor. Lying on the ground I was becoming quite removed, I couldn't quite work out if I wasn't back at the club I went to on Saturday night, I kind of knew I wasn't, but not entirely certain.
As far as the experience goes I was largely concerned with not vomiting and managed not do with will power, but it was simply nasty, I felt sick and tired and groggy, I moved back to my bed and if I lay still with my eyes closed began to feel like I wouldn't vomit after all, I lay there, my thoughts running a little bit, but was mainly thinking about how I wished it would end. I then got up and focused by will on not vomiting and on packing everything up as my parents could be home soon, I rememer telling myself "no, its not hell, its just ketamine", now I never thought it was hell, but this thought did enter my mind, and it was wholly unpleasent. I lay in bed, and decided to have a nitrous balloon, I found it was pointless as it made very little difference to my condition. I lay in bed for maybe another 30 minutes until my head cleared a little, however I was still groggy with my vision swimming for maybe another 1-3 hours. And the mere thought of having more ketamine, or even remembering the smell (which was still stuck in my nasal passages) made me feel like being sick.
I did not enjoy it one bit, and swore never to do it again, on reflection I may, but it would have to be stronger stuff because I could NOT snort as much of that nasty powder as I did that time.
[This message has been edited by Plague Bearer (edited 03 July 2001).]
Ok, I've had a go at a number of psychedelics, the only dissassociative I've used has been nitrious. I'd been keen to try K for a while and I guy was kind enough to hook me up with a 'strong' K pill. I know you're better off going for the pure stuff, but anyhow, this was all I could get at the time. I was rather keen to achieve a K hole.
I plan to write this giving a first time user's first impressions of the drugs, and hopefully to describe some of the effects.
Background; this occured monday morning, I'd gone out hard both fri & saturday nights, indulging in nice quanities of mdma, speed and weed.
I got up at about 11am (still tired and dopey from previous partying), crushed the pill right up, but it was still quite flakey. I cut the crushed pill into 3 bumps, the first was half of the pill, the other two were one quater each. I railed the first one (1/2 the pill) in one go and had to keep sniffing to make sure I got all of it down. I then went and watched TV. Within 5 minutes I felt the effects coming on, a VERY mild delay in me moving my head and the vision catching up, by another 10 minutes this delay was quite pronounced and I was giggling and saying to myself "ahh its a dissassociative for certain', because I could readily compare this to the short-lived effects of nitrious, the distant feeling in the body, the slight numbness through the nervous system was something I felt during a nitrous experience. By this time (15 mins since first bump) standing up or reaching my hand out for something would result in a delay of maybe 1 second between me getting up and the vision catching on. I must say that this delay in vision was rather similar to that experienced when on alcohol, although more pronounced. Soon my vision began to swim even with minor movement in the eyes so I decided to go and lie down, I wandered around the house a bit checking myself in the mirror, and became alot more aware of sound, I could hear with good clarity a bird moving across leaves outside, car doors closing, the tv sounded way to loud. etc. I remember hearing a sound outside my window and my perspective was altered (only the way i was thinking), I became aware of what was outside my window, the flowers and plants, as if the wall were only paper thin and I could easily walk through it, luckily I did not. But it was an interesting perspective shift, I'll try to explain it properly: Normally when you're safely tucked inside a house, you consider what is outside as almost another world, well certainly another enviroment, the K made me recognize that they were simply the same place separated by walls & a roof etc. I wandered around a fair bit giggling a little and quite confused with what I was going to do, and whether or not I was the person on the TV show I was no longer watching, I decided that I would want at least the next quater of the pill to try and reach a K hole, so I tried snorting it, however the complete lack of coordination and motor skills left me snorting with the edge of the straw maybe 3-5 cm above the line, needless to say I didn't get anything, I moved closer and made a bit of a mess of things, and a few goes later I had it all up. However the lack of coordination meant I'd not got it all the way up my nose and was sneezing and swaying all over the place. I imagine it would've been funny to watch, but I was quite disorientated and beginning to feel the confused nausea you get when you're sick with something particulary nasty. I hauled myself up and staggered to the bathroom just in case I was going to vomit, I lay down on the floor. This didn't feel like long at all, but given my lack of decision as what to do, and the amount of wandering I'd estimate it was around 15-20 minutes since I'd gone into my room and maybe 5-10 minutes on the floor. Lying on the ground I was becoming quite removed, I couldn't quite work out if I wasn't back at the club I went to on Saturday night, I kind of knew I wasn't, but not entirely certain.
As far as the experience goes I was largely concerned with not vomiting and managed not do with will power, but it was simply nasty, I felt sick and tired and groggy, I moved back to my bed and if I lay still with my eyes closed began to feel like I wouldn't vomit after all, I lay there, my thoughts running a little bit, but was mainly thinking about how I wished it would end. I then got up and focused by will on not vomiting and on packing everything up as my parents could be home soon, I rememer telling myself "no, its not hell, its just ketamine", now I never thought it was hell, but this thought did enter my mind, and it was wholly unpleasent. I lay in bed, and decided to have a nitrous balloon, I found it was pointless as it made very little difference to my condition. I lay in bed for maybe another 30 minutes until my head cleared a little, however I was still groggy with my vision swimming for maybe another 1-3 hours. And the mere thought of having more ketamine, or even remembering the smell (which was still stuck in my nasal passages) made me feel like being sick.
I did not enjoy it one bit, and swore never to do it again, on reflection I may, but it would have to be stronger stuff because I could NOT snort as much of that nasty powder as I did that time.
[This message has been edited by Plague Bearer (edited 03 July 2001).]
