Synto
Bluelighter
I'm 17, and I've done ketamine at least 6 or 7 other times. I started out with low doses and slowly worked my way up to about 200mg. The idea of injecting wasn't appealing, but I'm up to try anything at least once.
Last night I was with a couple friends who have just recently started to IM. I was interested, and they offered a dose, so I accepted. I chose to inject about 150mg into the top of my thigh. I felt effects almost immediately, and laid back on the bed. Coming up fast, I felt a rushing sensation thorughout my whole body that is quite hard to explain. I stared at the ceiling, and my vision seemed to be 180 degrees. I could see all the way to my right, and all the way to my left at the same time. Within seconds I saw everything slowly fading away, kind of pixillating, until I was some sort of spirit that had completely detatched from my body.
I saw myself lying on the bed where I had injected, in the exact position I was lying in prior to injection, with my eyes closed. I remember feeling extremely frightened, but only for a few seconds. I was then launched at what seemed to be the speed of light, into a whole seperate universe with an overwhelming sense of energy and life consuming everything around me. When I say "life" I don't mean the life we all know. The images I was seeing were what seemed to be robots trying to communicate with me and each other in an enviornment like nothing I've seen. Everything we know had no relevance. Time held no relevance, and I couldn't even begin to tell you how long I watched these robotic forms.
There are large gaps I cannot remember, but much more I could write on. I would continue, but the experience was so disturbing that even trying to bring details back to my memory gives me an uneasy, nervous, nauseated feeling.
When I started "coming down" (if you could call it that), the same pixellation I had experienced when coming up came back, except this time I was fading back into reality. I was experiencing mild kaliedescope visuals and saw both of my friends hovered over me. What a night.
Last night I was with a couple friends who have just recently started to IM. I was interested, and they offered a dose, so I accepted. I chose to inject about 150mg into the top of my thigh. I felt effects almost immediately, and laid back on the bed. Coming up fast, I felt a rushing sensation thorughout my whole body that is quite hard to explain. I stared at the ceiling, and my vision seemed to be 180 degrees. I could see all the way to my right, and all the way to my left at the same time. Within seconds I saw everything slowly fading away, kind of pixillating, until I was some sort of spirit that had completely detatched from my body.
I saw myself lying on the bed where I had injected, in the exact position I was lying in prior to injection, with my eyes closed. I remember feeling extremely frightened, but only for a few seconds. I was then launched at what seemed to be the speed of light, into a whole seperate universe with an overwhelming sense of energy and life consuming everything around me. When I say "life" I don't mean the life we all know. The images I was seeing were what seemed to be robots trying to communicate with me and each other in an enviornment like nothing I've seen. Everything we know had no relevance. Time held no relevance, and I couldn't even begin to tell you how long I watched these robotic forms.
There are large gaps I cannot remember, but much more I could write on. I would continue, but the experience was so disturbing that even trying to bring details back to my memory gives me an uneasy, nervous, nauseated feeling.
When I started "coming down" (if you could call it that), the same pixellation I had experienced when coming up came back, except this time I was fading back into reality. I was experiencing mild kaliedescope visuals and saw both of my friends hovered over me. What a night.
