I feel like your questions were not answered... Just alot of "you're doomed" answers.
I started taking percocet a year ago. I am not an addict, however, I am dependent. That being said, I don't think many people know that there is a difference in the two.
I take, on average, 30mg of percocet for about 2 weeks out of the month. That has been the dose I've been taking for 3 months now. For the past 3 months I have also been taking DXM regularly... So I am guessing that the DXM has something to do with that. I also take half a bottle of antacids a day - don't know if that has any play (if you can attest to this - please do.)
I have NEVER in the past year thought about, considered, attempted to buy or do or switch to, or try heroin. I know for a fact that I would never resort to it &I have no desire to ever feel that strong of an opiate. I like opiates, clearly, but heroin does not interest me or anything.
I feel the aftermaths after stopping opiates after a 2 week binge - but I almost get tired of the buzz and enjoy being clear minded for a bit. That being said, I also know in the back of my mind that I will enjoy them again.
I never over-spend, I always make sure all of my bills are paid before buying them. I also have easy access to them.
Maybe I am one of the few and far between, but opiates/percocet has never worried me in the sense of ruining my life. Maybe it's because 30mg isn't alot? (I don't really know what 'alot' is considered to be...)
Just maintain control of yourself. If you start to notice your tolerance climbing, or you losing control of your money, or becoming angry when you can't medicate - then plan your taper plan &knock it the fuck off?
Does anybody else feel this way? Or am I crazy?