treezy z
Bluelighter
I just converted to Islam. I no longer feel guilty about crushing infidels.
This is crazy thinking by the way. No wonder people hate God when that's how they've been lead to think.
I am not denying the existence of the experience of oneness and "I Am," please don't misunderstand me. I simply believe applying the term God to such experiences cheapens them due to the immediate association with organised religions and the false-prophets and cult leaders who claim (extremely arrogantly in my opinion) to know the mind of god and thus be able to interpret it for others.
To me, priests, rabbis, imams, etc, are the REAL sinners - they spout the ultimate lie, that they alone have a one way connection with this supreme oneness, and that the oneness has chosen THEM in particular to convey to the rest of our barely evolved homo-sapien brains exactly what he/she/it wants.
I am not denying the existence of the experience of oneness and "I Am," please don't misunderstand me. I simply believe applying the term God to such experiences cheapens them due to the immediate association with organised religions and the false-prophets and cult leaders who claim (extremely arrogantly in my opinion) to know the mind of god and thus be able to interpret it for others.
To me, priests, rabbis, imams, etc, are the REAL sinners
That's your association that you choose to have. You don't have to have that association. When Jesus was on Earth he distanced himself from most contemporary associations with "God" and tried to teach us about a perfect loving God. And he was also killed for it.
But you can also have the same relationship with God that Jesus had if you can let go of all that stands in the way of it. I don't worry about all the things that have been done in the name of religion and all the prophets because I don't see it as having anything to do with my relationship with God (and it wasn't done for his sake).
This line of thinking just serves to distance people from God. It's like they can't see the wood for the trees.
I agree with you Ninae, and think we're essentially on the same page.
Still, criticism of the currently established religions is not only important but a necessity in my opinion due to the disproportionate amount of power and influence they hold in economics, politics, and society.
My ideal is to keep religion separate from state, politics, economics, etc. etc.
I'm for secular societies world-wide in which people can wear whichever silly piece of cloth on their head/face/ankle they wish, without fear of persecution or discrimination and anybody can be free to comment on such choices without fear of retribution (say, being beheaded or stoned to death publicly.) The attack on free speech would stop, and we would stop being told we're not allowed to voice an opinion because it's "insulting" (as if that were ever a legitimate, sophisticated enough reason to end an argument or debate about something.)
It seems to be in faith-based theologies very nature however to encourage and engender the exact opposite of secular, humanistic values, as wherever monotheism's prevail the exact opposite sort of society tends to exist - one of division, endless tribal warfare, injustice and regression.
I keep commiting sins. I need to get off drugs completely. Nobody's perfect, but sometimes I just don't think through things with God in mind.
If anyone has advice, beyond getting sober which I already know I need to do, let me know.
As a Christian, one thing that really bothers me is looking back on how hedonistic I was. I feel immense guilt and fear and I doubt my salvation all the time.
I have been sober from meth, molly, weed, shrooms, addy, alcohol, pills of many sorts, etc... For 6 months but I feel mental anguish every day thinking about why I could have been so stupid. I know God forgives but I feel like such a horrible person. I made my family hurt so bad and now I must suffer for a while. I know God will not abandon me, but my psychosis tells me I'm condemned. It's very unsettling and I can no longer leave my house.