bignerdnine
Bluelighter
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I'm a drug virgin. I've gotten a buzz off beer but never really been drunk. I've never done any drug for recreation. So experience: 0.
edit: to add more details on me.
6'1, 225 lbs, 42 yo, diabetic type 2 but not in bad shape otherwise.
Product: jwh-250. It looks pink and it's the fluffiest substance I've ever seen. It's also sticky to itself like wet snow but it's perfectly dry. Very odd.
Method: Phase 1. Orally and Phase 2. vaporized
+0 Take orally 8 - 10mg.
+5 minutes. I feel a bit nervous. Probably just nerves.
+3 hours... nothing. I got a little nervous feeling early on but doubt it was anything but me. Is that what high is? Didn't seem like much.
2 Hours later Phase II.
My wife has gone to bed. Neither of us has ever done drugs. I don't know if I can sell her on trying this. I need to check it out first. I don't know what to expect and can't find out at the same time I'm trying to comfort her.
+0 prep 8 mg on foil. Have lighter and a funnel. Use the lighter and inhale as much as I can of the smoke. Hold it then release. Tastes like gun powder or a burnt match.
+2 Damn. Maybe I did it wrong. Maybe my stuff is bunk and I got ripped off.
+3 feel a tingle in chest. I small burning feel. Just great, not only is it bunk but it's going to irritate my chest now.
+5 The world just got strange. Was that a rush and a fade at the same time? Why is the room bending down? I feel like I just slid backwards into a basket of invisible wool. WTF just happened.
+6 I just realized something. I feel the most orgasmic feeling of my entire life all over my body. This is high?
+10 I can think. Not sure if it's clear thinking or not but I have an intense desire to talk to myself all in my head. I keep getting waves of intense pleasure. They sometimes make it hard to concentrate on anything but how powerful they are.
+15 I'm scared when the wave passes and I can think and I just don't care when the wave hits again. After the wave I can only think about how strong this is. I'm not king. This drug is king, bruce lee and super-jesus-man. I'm holding on because that's all I can hope for. Figth it and lose or try and go with it and lose and win. I really hope this isn't killing me. If I died then I couldn't do this again. Oh my god I have no words for how I feel under 2 feet of water. How totally out of control I feel and how insane the pleasure waves are. My face is tingleing into my nose and now my lips. I feel my face flushing. Vision is changed. The world is more light and it's warmer, more yellow and gold. Looks like the edges of my vision are drooping.
+20 Slightly less harsh now? Harsh before was the feeling of "what just happened?" syndrome. Oh my god how can anything have this effect on someone? I feel like I've came 10 times. Release to this like the leaf on a river that I am. I has me by the back of my neck. The 800 lb gorilla has me. I keep thinking to myself about if this is what weed is like. There is no way anything growing in dirt can do this to you. I'm expressing my trip and not trying to make any informed statement about pot. But the feeling of being swept away by an impossible force makes me think that nothing could be like this but this. I don't know what baked is, but I'm baked. How can this drug exist? Oh my god. This stuff has blown the top of my head off. My body is being washed in orgasum and my mind is lucid but muted. I can have clear thoughts but the euphoria is making thought hard as I just go wow.
+35 minutes. I'm so high. 35 minutes ago I had a profound ignorance of what high was. This is high and I'm there. For gods sake if weed is like this then I totallly understand why it's not legal. Don't burn me at the steak. In my condition I can't do jack. I can sit here and think inside my head and I can feel like my entire body is jacking off every 1-2 minutes. Could I pop over to the market for a loaf of bread? No. I'd end up plowing down half a dozen retired people waiting at the buss stop. I'm pure and truly fucked. My god this is strong.
+45 minutes. Wow. I'm high. I dont' feel like 3 wrestlers are holding me down anymore but I'm high. Over the tops of the trees and blown the eff up. I'm a noob on an RC. The first of any kind of drug. People say alcohol is a drug. No, this is drug. Alcohol cant touch this. If a 6 pack of beer did this, the world would crumble into ruin around a society of people baked out of their minds. Holy shit what else can I say but holy shit. If I did this anywhere but at home planted in my computer chair, you'd have to wheel me around in a wheelbarrow. All I want to do is hug things and let the waves roll through me. I want to go curl up with my wife but what can I say to her. I decided to try a drug out and not tell you about it? If she tries this and it hits her like this.. she'll shit her pants. No way she'll handle it. IF you try to fight it then it's just going to scare the crap out of you. Trust it and just go or it'll be terrorizing. Like drowning for an hour. Wow. I never knew what high was. How is this trip possible.
+50 minutes. Just realized a funny thought. I'm 100% sure that my stuff isn't bunk. LOL!!! I knew that 45 minutes ago but it's funny that I'm just now acknowledging that fact. I guess I'm not so baked that it's come to me just now.
+75 minutes. Still high. But definitly on the other side. Much less in power of me.
+80 another dose. 3mg top up. It's so tiny on the foil.
+82 oh man it's coming on hard. Feel it hitting all my body. Feel like I'm slipping back into a hole.
+85 Vision fucked. I'm blasted. If I could come again I would. I would come 10 more times. Chest is tighter and I'm way up over the high from 20 minutes ago. I'm fucked. My hands tingle and my face and I'm horny. The pleasure is intense. Visual is warm somewhat foggy. Colors seems natural. God the feel of this high. If other drugs are this strong then coke must be insane.
+90 This is very intense. Nothing this intense can remain that way long. Nature seeks equilibrium. What is high is brought low and what is low is brought high. Nature wants balance. This is the antimater of balance. Balance was over that way another 50 miles. Nature wont allow this intensity. There is no way this can be done every day. I feel like soon you'd feel less and less. Because this is so out of control. That amount was so tiny. It made so little smoke. I'm so effn high right now.
105+ I spin moby on my droid. Ear buds in. No eff'n way. I'm gone. I was here but now I've taken vacation from myself. No forwarding address. Messages like bottles of jwh rolling out to sea and pleasure. Fluffy pink clouds. I'd crash a zero for japan. That's meth legend. This is jwh and fully in power of sending me to my end as a kamakazi. The music is as much a drug as the acrid smoke.
115+ Or is it 130+? I think it's 130+. I'm high, baked, fucked and washed over by attacks of orgasmic bliss. This is not what I could have believed before this. I had no idea. What could ever touch this? The love of god is this touching you. Touch is a poor foolish man's failure to convey what this is. This isnt touch. It's something else, another sense that touch could never be confused with. I've grown a new sense as connected to me as sight taste or feel. How can this be. This is religion. I see how almost everyone is religious. God is luve and inhaled smoke through a cheap plastic funnel while your wife sleeps. God owns you in your face. God is masturbating with my brain.
?+some time that wasnt a minute ago unless its still then. What time is it? Oh wow. I'm so effed. Damn. What? I intensely want to have sex. I dont want to come. My entire body just came 5 times. I intensely want to be naked with someone and touch them. Does my penis even still work? My arm just had an orgasim bigger than my penis would even recognize. Who needs a penis. Seems so pointless. Crack must be a mutha-effer if it's bigger than this. Nothing is bigger than this except insanity. Going insane must be the high that never lets you go. The high that takes you up and you float away toward voyager II never to be seen again Major Tom. Tell her I love her very much. Drop this on the enemy and drag them away in 30 minutes or less or your pizza is free. How coudl I have known this was high? Make a joke about being high and giggle at the naive views of a virgin. THere was no way to know, there is nothing to prepare those that have never. Moving through time and essence. As long as I don't choose then everything is possible. Nothing is measured until it's measured. It exists and doesn't exist forever until I decide. I float here and the logical move is to not move. Evrything that can be will be. Temporal is a one way street. Don't get a ticket for j-walking. Here it comes again. My bodygasim. I was gonna exist in this universe but then I got high. Isn't that how the song goes? Base guitars grind in my head and roll down my body. I'm a puddle. I'm blown. Freebased a smoky curl of time itself. Time blew my mind. The world where I live is a shadow of this real world. Evrything here is more. My pale world wonders where I went. I see my own wonder as it passes by slow as a macy day balloon. I could touch it if I choose. I dont. Bye bye pretty balloon. I turn up my musc as bjork begins to sail my ship. She is painting me onto canvas one stroke at a time. I'm a cartoon.
3 hours +. Only by looking at the clock. I think I'm mostly back now. I'm still high. But I don't think I'm insane anymore. That's probably an exaggeration. I was very very high but probably not insane. If there is a difference. I'm still high. This feels amazing. Coming down slowly. Feels nice. I could bump up again. I might black out or lose grip. If this shit was a person it would be Mike Tyson v.s. a 9 year old with only 1 arm. Win by knock out, jwh-250. Is this chem-weed? Can weed do this? I can't belive this stuff. How could coke, ice, smack anything hit harder than this? The moon feel to earth and crushed me. If this was 1/8th as sedative as it is euphoric I'd have missed nearly all of this high as it would have threw me down a well of ink. Wow this just rolls and rolls.
3h 10m+: I'm still high. I know this because it feels like someone is sucking my dick and nothing is even touching me. Mouth is a little dry. It's only just noticable. No negative physicals at all. Stomach is fine. No headache. Not jittery or depressed. I'm fuzzy and warm and happy. No sore muscles or any unusualness. Slowly coming down. Just noticed my chest still has a small area of noticeable tightness. Like I inhaled something hot. The smoke was perfectly cool of course, just describing the feeling. Music still above normal but not as intense as before. Listening to an electronic version of Fur Elise. 20 minutes ago it would have blown my head off. Now it's just pleasant.
3h 20m+ Still feel good. Wish I could turn this off like a light switch. I'm not a lot above normal but the feeling is still solid up buzz. Feel like a hell of a long ride so far and I'm still on that donkey. Donkey let me off? It's been fun but Im ready to touch earth again. I need to trim my nails next time. Anything sharp while baked like this is a bad idea.
3h 30m+ I'm buzzed. Feels like a lot of beer. The first come on of jwh250 puts you in a place within the first 10 minutes that is stuck with a capital s. A grain of rice sized hit is a hammer from thor god of thunder. 1 gram is enough to eff up a small european country. I have 1 gram of pink devastation. How this can head drop you like this and not black you out is hard to understand. Is there such a thing as a slow down rush? I never felt sleepy. I've never thought like this before. My brain was thinking in an unfamiliar way. I've never thought nearly this much about space reality or religion. Ever. Felt like all of it was the same thing just viewed from a different corner of the same room. Different angles on the same subject. I'm not smart enough for this stuff. It just came bubbling up.
3:35m+ Still buzzing warm and horny, but this is the end. It's gave all it had and I'm just coasting back. Ending this.
I'm no professional reporter with analytical detachment describing my head getting blown off in dry precise terms. I'm a regular guy on his first trip ever that somehow kept typing for the past 4 hours. If you can wade though the words there might be something useful there. If nothing else it should show my state of mind at the time. I'm not a nut or a perve or a deviant although some of the lines I wrote looks like 1 or all 3 to me now. So this stuff takes you to a primal place. I can only comment on myself so your mileage may vary.
Edit: Adding details about the vaporizing.
5mg looks like a tiny amount on the foil. When first heated the powder very quickly forms an oil like substance. It takes a lot more heat than I would have though to vaporize. The thin foil doesn't help. The lighter will chase the oil around the foil as it heats it up. Doesn't seem like anything comes off the oil as it heats. One second you are trying to keep the flame on this oil patch that keeps roaming and the next second it starts to smoke. It's easy to miss some this way and the dose might be dead on accurate measured out but the amount of smoke you actually get is difficult to control with foil and a funnel to inhale from. So you might vape 5mg and only get 2mg worth of smoke then do 5mg and get all 5 smoked up your lung. I've seen a youtube of someone using a lightbulb, bottle cap and some kind of tube and this looks like a much more controlled way to vaporize. Foil works but it's hit or miss for me. Maybe you pros have the foil thing down but I think I need an easier way.
This may be the most I've written about anything at anytime in my life. I'm not a chatty person or the type that blogs or writes at all.
edit: to add more details on me.
6'1, 225 lbs, 42 yo, diabetic type 2 but not in bad shape otherwise.
Product: jwh-250. It looks pink and it's the fluffiest substance I've ever seen. It's also sticky to itself like wet snow but it's perfectly dry. Very odd.
Method: Phase 1. Orally and Phase 2. vaporized
+0 Take orally 8 - 10mg.
+5 minutes. I feel a bit nervous. Probably just nerves.
+3 hours... nothing. I got a little nervous feeling early on but doubt it was anything but me. Is that what high is? Didn't seem like much.
2 Hours later Phase II.
My wife has gone to bed. Neither of us has ever done drugs. I don't know if I can sell her on trying this. I need to check it out first. I don't know what to expect and can't find out at the same time I'm trying to comfort her.
+0 prep 8 mg on foil. Have lighter and a funnel. Use the lighter and inhale as much as I can of the smoke. Hold it then release. Tastes like gun powder or a burnt match.
+2 Damn. Maybe I did it wrong. Maybe my stuff is bunk and I got ripped off.
+3 feel a tingle in chest. I small burning feel. Just great, not only is it bunk but it's going to irritate my chest now.
+5 The world just got strange. Was that a rush and a fade at the same time? Why is the room bending down? I feel like I just slid backwards into a basket of invisible wool. WTF just happened.
+6 I just realized something. I feel the most orgasmic feeling of my entire life all over my body. This is high?
+10 I can think. Not sure if it's clear thinking or not but I have an intense desire to talk to myself all in my head. I keep getting waves of intense pleasure. They sometimes make it hard to concentrate on anything but how powerful they are.
+15 I'm scared when the wave passes and I can think and I just don't care when the wave hits again. After the wave I can only think about how strong this is. I'm not king. This drug is king, bruce lee and super-jesus-man. I'm holding on because that's all I can hope for. Figth it and lose or try and go with it and lose and win. I really hope this isn't killing me. If I died then I couldn't do this again. Oh my god I have no words for how I feel under 2 feet of water. How totally out of control I feel and how insane the pleasure waves are. My face is tingleing into my nose and now my lips. I feel my face flushing. Vision is changed. The world is more light and it's warmer, more yellow and gold. Looks like the edges of my vision are drooping.
+20 Slightly less harsh now? Harsh before was the feeling of "what just happened?" syndrome. Oh my god how can anything have this effect on someone? I feel like I've came 10 times. Release to this like the leaf on a river that I am. I has me by the back of my neck. The 800 lb gorilla has me. I keep thinking to myself about if this is what weed is like. There is no way anything growing in dirt can do this to you. I'm expressing my trip and not trying to make any informed statement about pot. But the feeling of being swept away by an impossible force makes me think that nothing could be like this but this. I don't know what baked is, but I'm baked. How can this drug exist? Oh my god. This stuff has blown the top of my head off. My body is being washed in orgasum and my mind is lucid but muted. I can have clear thoughts but the euphoria is making thought hard as I just go wow.
+35 minutes. I'm so high. 35 minutes ago I had a profound ignorance of what high was. This is high and I'm there. For gods sake if weed is like this then I totallly understand why it's not legal. Don't burn me at the steak. In my condition I can't do jack. I can sit here and think inside my head and I can feel like my entire body is jacking off every 1-2 minutes. Could I pop over to the market for a loaf of bread? No. I'd end up plowing down half a dozen retired people waiting at the buss stop. I'm pure and truly fucked. My god this is strong.
+45 minutes. Wow. I'm high. I dont' feel like 3 wrestlers are holding me down anymore but I'm high. Over the tops of the trees and blown the eff up. I'm a noob on an RC. The first of any kind of drug. People say alcohol is a drug. No, this is drug. Alcohol cant touch this. If a 6 pack of beer did this, the world would crumble into ruin around a society of people baked out of their minds. Holy shit what else can I say but holy shit. If I did this anywhere but at home planted in my computer chair, you'd have to wheel me around in a wheelbarrow. All I want to do is hug things and let the waves roll through me. I want to go curl up with my wife but what can I say to her. I decided to try a drug out and not tell you about it? If she tries this and it hits her like this.. she'll shit her pants. No way she'll handle it. IF you try to fight it then it's just going to scare the crap out of you. Trust it and just go or it'll be terrorizing. Like drowning for an hour. Wow. I never knew what high was. How is this trip possible.
+50 minutes. Just realized a funny thought. I'm 100% sure that my stuff isn't bunk. LOL!!! I knew that 45 minutes ago but it's funny that I'm just now acknowledging that fact. I guess I'm not so baked that it's come to me just now.
+75 minutes. Still high. But definitly on the other side. Much less in power of me.
+80 another dose. 3mg top up. It's so tiny on the foil.
+82 oh man it's coming on hard. Feel it hitting all my body. Feel like I'm slipping back into a hole.
+85 Vision fucked. I'm blasted. If I could come again I would. I would come 10 more times. Chest is tighter and I'm way up over the high from 20 minutes ago. I'm fucked. My hands tingle and my face and I'm horny. The pleasure is intense. Visual is warm somewhat foggy. Colors seems natural. God the feel of this high. If other drugs are this strong then coke must be insane.
+90 This is very intense. Nothing this intense can remain that way long. Nature seeks equilibrium. What is high is brought low and what is low is brought high. Nature wants balance. This is the antimater of balance. Balance was over that way another 50 miles. Nature wont allow this intensity. There is no way this can be done every day. I feel like soon you'd feel less and less. Because this is so out of control. That amount was so tiny. It made so little smoke. I'm so effn high right now.
105+ I spin moby on my droid. Ear buds in. No eff'n way. I'm gone. I was here but now I've taken vacation from myself. No forwarding address. Messages like bottles of jwh rolling out to sea and pleasure. Fluffy pink clouds. I'd crash a zero for japan. That's meth legend. This is jwh and fully in power of sending me to my end as a kamakazi. The music is as much a drug as the acrid smoke.
115+ Or is it 130+? I think it's 130+. I'm high, baked, fucked and washed over by attacks of orgasmic bliss. This is not what I could have believed before this. I had no idea. What could ever touch this? The love of god is this touching you. Touch is a poor foolish man's failure to convey what this is. This isnt touch. It's something else, another sense that touch could never be confused with. I've grown a new sense as connected to me as sight taste or feel. How can this be. This is religion. I see how almost everyone is religious. God is luve and inhaled smoke through a cheap plastic funnel while your wife sleeps. God owns you in your face. God is masturbating with my brain.
?+some time that wasnt a minute ago unless its still then. What time is it? Oh wow. I'm so effed. Damn. What? I intensely want to have sex. I dont want to come. My entire body just came 5 times. I intensely want to be naked with someone and touch them. Does my penis even still work? My arm just had an orgasim bigger than my penis would even recognize. Who needs a penis. Seems so pointless. Crack must be a mutha-effer if it's bigger than this. Nothing is bigger than this except insanity. Going insane must be the high that never lets you go. The high that takes you up and you float away toward voyager II never to be seen again Major Tom. Tell her I love her very much. Drop this on the enemy and drag them away in 30 minutes or less or your pizza is free. How coudl I have known this was high? Make a joke about being high and giggle at the naive views of a virgin. THere was no way to know, there is nothing to prepare those that have never. Moving through time and essence. As long as I don't choose then everything is possible. Nothing is measured until it's measured. It exists and doesn't exist forever until I decide. I float here and the logical move is to not move. Evrything that can be will be. Temporal is a one way street. Don't get a ticket for j-walking. Here it comes again. My bodygasim. I was gonna exist in this universe but then I got high. Isn't that how the song goes? Base guitars grind in my head and roll down my body. I'm a puddle. I'm blown. Freebased a smoky curl of time itself. Time blew my mind. The world where I live is a shadow of this real world. Evrything here is more. My pale world wonders where I went. I see my own wonder as it passes by slow as a macy day balloon. I could touch it if I choose. I dont. Bye bye pretty balloon. I turn up my musc as bjork begins to sail my ship. She is painting me onto canvas one stroke at a time. I'm a cartoon.
3 hours +. Only by looking at the clock. I think I'm mostly back now. I'm still high. But I don't think I'm insane anymore. That's probably an exaggeration. I was very very high but probably not insane. If there is a difference. I'm still high. This feels amazing. Coming down slowly. Feels nice. I could bump up again. I might black out or lose grip. If this shit was a person it would be Mike Tyson v.s. a 9 year old with only 1 arm. Win by knock out, jwh-250. Is this chem-weed? Can weed do this? I can't belive this stuff. How could coke, ice, smack anything hit harder than this? The moon feel to earth and crushed me. If this was 1/8th as sedative as it is euphoric I'd have missed nearly all of this high as it would have threw me down a well of ink. Wow this just rolls and rolls.
3h 10m+: I'm still high. I know this because it feels like someone is sucking my dick and nothing is even touching me. Mouth is a little dry. It's only just noticable. No negative physicals at all. Stomach is fine. No headache. Not jittery or depressed. I'm fuzzy and warm and happy. No sore muscles or any unusualness. Slowly coming down. Just noticed my chest still has a small area of noticeable tightness. Like I inhaled something hot. The smoke was perfectly cool of course, just describing the feeling. Music still above normal but not as intense as before. Listening to an electronic version of Fur Elise. 20 minutes ago it would have blown my head off. Now it's just pleasant.
3h 20m+ Still feel good. Wish I could turn this off like a light switch. I'm not a lot above normal but the feeling is still solid up buzz. Feel like a hell of a long ride so far and I'm still on that donkey. Donkey let me off? It's been fun but Im ready to touch earth again. I need to trim my nails next time. Anything sharp while baked like this is a bad idea.
3h 30m+ I'm buzzed. Feels like a lot of beer. The first come on of jwh250 puts you in a place within the first 10 minutes that is stuck with a capital s. A grain of rice sized hit is a hammer from thor god of thunder. 1 gram is enough to eff up a small european country. I have 1 gram of pink devastation. How this can head drop you like this and not black you out is hard to understand. Is there such a thing as a slow down rush? I never felt sleepy. I've never thought like this before. My brain was thinking in an unfamiliar way. I've never thought nearly this much about space reality or religion. Ever. Felt like all of it was the same thing just viewed from a different corner of the same room. Different angles on the same subject. I'm not smart enough for this stuff. It just came bubbling up.
3:35m+ Still buzzing warm and horny, but this is the end. It's gave all it had and I'm just coasting back. Ending this.
I'm no professional reporter with analytical detachment describing my head getting blown off in dry precise terms. I'm a regular guy on his first trip ever that somehow kept typing for the past 4 hours. If you can wade though the words there might be something useful there. If nothing else it should show my state of mind at the time. I'm not a nut or a perve or a deviant although some of the lines I wrote looks like 1 or all 3 to me now. So this stuff takes you to a primal place. I can only comment on myself so your mileage may vary.
Edit: Adding details about the vaporizing.
5mg looks like a tiny amount on the foil. When first heated the powder very quickly forms an oil like substance. It takes a lot more heat than I would have though to vaporize. The thin foil doesn't help. The lighter will chase the oil around the foil as it heats it up. Doesn't seem like anything comes off the oil as it heats. One second you are trying to keep the flame on this oil patch that keeps roaming and the next second it starts to smoke. It's easy to miss some this way and the dose might be dead on accurate measured out but the amount of smoke you actually get is difficult to control with foil and a funnel to inhale from. So you might vape 5mg and only get 2mg worth of smoke then do 5mg and get all 5 smoked up your lung. I've seen a youtube of someone using a lightbulb, bottle cap and some kind of tube and this looks like a much more controlled way to vaporize. Foil works but it's hit or miss for me. Maybe you pros have the foil thing down but I think I need an easier way.
This may be the most I've written about anything at anytime in my life. I'm not a chatty person or the type that blogs or writes at all.
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