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E-girl

E-girl

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In my own way,
I have you.
I know its me you're waking up next to,
And you I catch staring at me from across the room
I know that i'll be the next person you call
And the next person you think about.
i know i dont have any worries with you.
still, something in me wishes for more
maybe not a commitment
or a promise that you'll be there...
maybe i just want to hear you say it,
to make it real.
in my mind, everything good i have is just fantasy
and i want to know that when you leave
i wont just be another late-night memory.
i want to have a piece of you
to keep.
to have.
to miss.
you melt me in a thousand places on my body
every time you touch me
and when you look at me
i feel like i'm the only girl in the world you see
it should be enough
but i cant help feeling like i'm missing something still...
i dont have anything in my life
that i can call my own
its all a bunch of half-remembered memoires
and bunched up emotions
they are a million pieces missing to my puzzle...
i want, only once,
to see the whole picture.
but i cant ask you for that.
i can only be happy with the thought
that maybe you are mine
in mindset
that in words that never touch our lips
we are "something"
more than just that girl and that guy
i like to think that when you crawl out of my bed
you leave with more than wrinkles in your clothes...
i'll let you take a piece of me
i just want to be something.
its tiring being the girl next door
the girl someone once knew
an old friend
an ex-girlfriend
i want to be something beautiful
in someone's eyes
something that someone cherishes
and isnt afraid to tell the world about.
i want to be yours.
 
i feel lonley after reading this
made me realize how lonley i am
yah im lonley
this was good :)
 
touching! what a wonderful piece.
i just want to be something.
its tiring being the girl next door
the girl someone once knew
an old friend
an ex-girlfriend
i want to be something beautiful
in someone's eyes
something that someone cherishes
and isnt afraid to tell the world about ^I felt that! knowing that one day that can happen, being that "something beautiful"... it being a mutual thing.... thats deep for me.
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Sweetheart, I am glad that you are happy, but when it is the right time, he will say something.
And it will be everything you hoped and dreamed for...I happy for you...
I know in my heart things are going to work out for you and danny....
Justin who? I don't know anyone named Justin ;)
 
i just want to be something.
its tiring being the girl next door
the girl someone once knew
an old friend
an ex-girlfriend
i want to be something beautiful
in someone's eyes
something that someone cherishes
and isnt afraid to tell the world about.
i want to be yours
wow. thats exactly how i feel...almost all of the time.
its scary how similar this is to something i wrote in my journal a few weeks ago..
anyhow, beautiful piece.
:)
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Darls just coz it hasnt been said in so many words soesnt mean you arent all of those things, perhaps in his view you two have something thats more than words, perhaps the look from across the room says more than you realise.....
Maybe he does tell the world about you but is afraid, as you are, that you dont feel the same way so doesnt do it infront of you.
You sound like you have something special darls, cherish it, all the good things in the world will come to you if you have patience "good things come to those who wait" and all that :) good luck darls *hugs* ant
 
Now isn't the time to start hoping that you can be something beautiful to someone, because you are beautiful to me, and to so many people in so many ways. And yes, I know that isn't what you meant, and I do know what it is that you do mean...
And I feel ya girl. No matter how positive I stay, or how much beauty I find around me in the world... I get so tired of being lonely sometimes, and yet I dread that pre-seriousness of a relationship, when everything is so uncertain. But you know as well as I, there is something ever-so alluring about feeling that spark... seeing someone want you so badly. Good luck to us, babe, it's our time. ;)
 
dags.... when i see you again, i am going to give you the biggest hug. and probably steal you home with me. i know that i pretend a lot, in my writing and in real life, to be this strong person... who doesnt let anything bother her.. but you and i both know that pretences dont last... someone sees through it eventually.
but you... you make me FEEL like i'm not pretending sometimes. you give me a strength you have no idea about. i am so grateful for the time i have come to know you... through this board. you are a remarkable person.
thank you everyone, though. your replies always give me reassurance... and hope.
 
you melt me in a thousand places on my body
every time you touch me
and when you look at me
i feel like i'm the only girl in the world you see
it should be enough
but i cant help feeling like i'm missing something still...
*sigh*... that part almost put me in tears.. i know what (who) i'm missing tho..
(((((egirl))))))
Beautiful!
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Originally posted by E-girl:
i just want to be something.
its tiring being the girl next door
the girl someone once knew
an old friend
an ex-girlfriend
i want to be something beautiful
in someone's eyes
something that someone cherishes
and isnt afraid to tell the world about.
i want to be yours.
...speechless... absolutely.
thankyou E-girl, you put it into words
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and bunched up emotions
they are a million pieces missing to my puzzle...
i want, only once,
to see the whole picture.
^^^^i had to read this agin, b/c i loved it so much the first time. That phrase is the story of my life...
thank you again chrissy.
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Chrissy - As usual, you're words are amazing. I love the imagery your pieces convey. I can't wait to see you in june and give you a great big hug and a kiss. :)
-Spencer
 
E-GIRL,
You are amazing! I have read through your stuff over the last few weeks/months and even though I have not posted anything I always LOVE your work! In so many of your circumstances I can relate.
Keep up the great writing sweetie.
XXOOXX
 
Words can not even explain how amazing you are with words! Once again,like always, absolutly beautiful!!!
 
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