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Benzos Just got Clonazepam(Klonopin) prescribed, have questions

I just realized that you said you gave your girlfriend some clonazepam... Could this not have something to do with all of this? I'm trying not to say this in an asshole-ish way, but this all seems like a lot of benzo craziness to me. This is typical for benzos, honestly. Everything about this screams that there are people with too much clonazepam in their systems...

FTR, I've seen someone steal a car on clonazepam and fight viciously with their spouse on clonazepam. Alcohol makes matters worse.
 
ive never ever experienced benzo rage. clonazepam is the only thing to keep my bi-polar, agressive, violent mood swings down. i love not being angry all the time. i love how i dont punch a new hole in the wall every single day. i love the way these help me.
 
im fucking out and i dont refill until the 29th what the fuck do i do. every morning i wake up with this fucking re-broken nose i have the most intense anxiety attacks. 3 days in a row i wake up and as soon as i get out of bed im fucking shaking and crying

please help what do i do fuck
 
one of these doesnt do fuck all i have to take mimimum 2 to feel any relief at all, ANY RELIEF and then i need more later on. these .5's are not good enough for my intensity of anxiety and my doc is just gonna think im abusing them
 
Stay.Blazed.420 said:
one of these doesnt do fuck all i have to take mimimum 2 to feel any relief at all, ANY RELIEF and then i need more later on. these .5's are not good enough for my intensity of anxiety and my doc is just gonna think im abusing them
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tell him they're barely working and he should up you to 1mgs
 
My dr has been giving me k-pins 1mg a day but they don't work well so I found a cheap source for 2mg xanax bars and take 1 mg at a time with a couple of shots of vodka. I wait till between 5-6pm and look forward to it everday. I've been doing this for about 7-8 mos with no increase needed.

If I ever lose the xanax source [180 2mg at a time] which last a year, then I still have my k-pins to fall back on... I need the fast onset of xanax vs the slow preventive effects k-pins. K-pins are good to prevent bad anxiety and xanax knocks them out rather quickly. Thats how it works for me...
 
i'm not looking for an illegal way to get drugs to treat my anxiety i want a fucking proper dosage that meets my anxiety levels. what the fuck does 1mg do to me? fuck all. i need to take 2x the dosage 2x as much just to get to the point where thinking about all the stresses in life doesnt make me break down.

hell if i really wanted to forget everything i'd have to take 8 or 9 of these things and i've never even tried that before. i only take them when anxiety is bad. there was even a day or two where i didn't even take one or if i did it was only one. but now i'm back to normal life and things are fucked. i have severe depressive mania and i think about suicide all the time. i'm already building my exit bag for when i need it.
 
Hey batmansgirl, we don't allow sourcing (through PMs or on the forums) on Bluelight. This includes offering to send other people drugs through the mail.
 
Stay.Blazed.420 said:
i'm not looking for an illegal way to get drugs to treat my anxiety i want a fucking proper dosage that meets my anxiety levels. what the fuck does 1mg do to me? fuck all. i need to take 2x the dosage 2x as much just to get to the point where thinking about all the stresses in life doesnt make me break down.

hell if i really wanted to forget everything i'd have to take 8 or 9 of these things and i've never even tried that before. i only take them when anxiety is bad. there was even a day or two where i didn't even take one or if i did it was only one. but now i'm back to normal life and things are fucked. i have severe depressive mania and i think about suicide all the time. i'm already building my exit bag for when i need it.
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Hey bud, i'm going thru some of the same shit you are right now, but i'm older and have had serious anxiety problems for the last 6-7 years, i have never tried to get on a benzo or tell these problems to my doctor tho in fear of me getting addicted to and all the bad things that come with benzo addiction, it's the only pill that scares me to death cause i know when i get 10 or 20 xanax bars here and there off the street i cant keep it under control, and having a script for them just wouldn't work if you get that im saying.

last friday i had got my script filled for percocet 10/325 and i went to pick up a friend who needed a ride from work and i was in the area so i figured why not, plus i get bud from him and i needed some so i figured i would trade a few percs for a gram like i usually do, well im going in my pocket and as soon as i get them out all i remember is a flash of light and a smashing feeling to my face, yep, the fucker cold cocked me and took my pills and took off running, by the time i figured it out and came around he was gone and my nose was bleeding so much it looked like someone got murdered in the front seat of my car, had to call the police and make a report to get my meds back so i did and everything went fine, but my doctor was closed the next 2 days cause it was friday and i had to wait til monday to go get my script again, so i was forced to go to the ER cause it would not stop bleeding and it was bleeding hard and fast, all they gave me were vicodin 5's only like 20 of them, so not only am i withdrawling but i have a busted nose and serious anxiety so all in all life sucks right now.

Hang in there man
 
Pegasus said:
^Benzos don't usually help with suicidal feelings, in fact they often make them much worse...
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I would say it can go either way. Some people would feel more depressed/suicidal on them, or maybe just one due to a paradoxical reaction (reason why I would never use clonazepam again), but I think that benzos for someone who can well tolerate them, and in infrequent uses, will actually help relieve suicidal ideation/feelings/thoughts.

It really can go either way though due to so many different factors.
 
I would say it can go either way. Some people would feel more depressed/suicidal on them, or maybe just one due to a paradoxical reaction (reason why I would never use clonazepam again), but I think that benzos for someone who can well tolerate them, and in infrequent uses, will actually help relieve suicidal ideation/feelings/thoughts.

It really can go either way though due to so many different factors.
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I'd like to second this and add that, in this sense, benzodiazepines and alcohol are similar, drinking when you're feeling shitty either makes you feel better or much, much worse. I think benzos are the same way. It's really hard to predict the outcome. Or, as Captain.Heroin already mentioned, there is always the [slight] possibility of a paradoxical reaction.
 
I was prescribed 4 refills of clonazepam and honestly, I can't stand them. They make me feel dead inside. I don't understand the whole psychiatrist visit, you can sit there and tell them what exactly is going on and what you think will help, but of course they just ignore all of that and pick the OPPOSITE of what you are suggesting. So now I've got a bunch of dope-me-up pills I want nothing to do with. I've got ADD and having been to several doctors now telling me otherwise, I'm giving up. Fuck deez guys...
 
jron242 said:
I was prescribed 4 refills of clonazepam and honestly, I can't stand them. They make me feel dead inside. I don't understand the whole psychiatrist visit, you can sit there and tell them what exactly is going on and what you think will help, but of course they just ignore all of that and pick the OPPOSITE of what you are suggesting. So now I've got a bunch of dope-me-up pills I want nothing to do with. I've got ADD and having been to several doctors now telling me otherwise, I'm giving up. Fuck deez guys...
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Yeah man I know how you feel.. I have seen numerous therapists/psychiatrists/psychologists/Doctors/rehabs.. It seems like 80 percent got their degrees from the bottom of a Cracker Jack box.. BUT! There indeed ARE great people out there who work in the mental health field. I have been (officially) diagnosed with all these mental afflictions for 6 years or so now, and JUST finally found a fantastic therapist. The psychiatrist she set me up with is also fantastic.

I know it can be discouraging, especailly when you already may have varoius anxiety/depression issues. Believe me, I know.. but once you FINALLY get to the point of having quality Drs helping you, working with you, and helping you get the best treatment you can, the feeling is FANTASTIC. There truly ARE some great people who are intelligent and are genuine, and LISTEN to you.

My therapist now was so impressed with my pharmacological knowlege and psychology she thought I had a degree... Lol.

Well moral of the story is that you need to sift thru all the dogshit to find the golden nugget. And that nugget is oh so good once you reach it.

Good luck man.
 
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