chupanibre
Greenlighter
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- Jan 28, 2011
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Hello I'm new to this forum and semi new to weed but I've really been experiencing new things with it and I'm not finding very many people who can relate. I really just want to give my spiel on my viewpoints and experiences because I'm curious if others can relate and I also just want to share. I started smoking good weed and on a regular (almost daily) basis for the first time this past summer but I really feel like I wasn't using it right so to speak, as in I was basically using it as an alcohol alternative to get "fucked up". My first strange experience came with getting super blazed with some very seasoned smokers then going to a house party. Upon arriving and having to meet a shit ton of people I got very anxious and went to the bathroom to have a mini panic attack. I thought I was losing my mind so I googled my problem which led me here to learn it's not uncommon to my relief. So come 6 months later I'm back and wanting to share some of my other experiences. I'm sorry if this is too long so I'll split the rest of this post into three sections so it doesn't look so unappealing. There's three different "weed personalities" (made that up) that I have so I'll split it up accordingly.
My 1st personality. This is the social aspect of my weed smoking which became severely limited after my panic attack. I can no longer go to parties while I'm high and choose to smoke with close friends in very small groups. If I go to parties I'll either get too anxious or I just feel like I can see right through people and see how awkward they are which makes me not want to talk to anyone. So when I'm smoking with 1 or 2 other friends this is my typical routine. Well usually smoke about 1 good sized bowl per 2 people then watch TV until we spark up intelligent conversation. Typically we have things we like to watch because they have a completely new aspect to them when you're high. I prefer just terrible television shows like roseanne or tyler perry's house of pain because the terrible acting just cracks my shit up and I love seeing all the old school shit in roseanne. The best way to describe my high is slightly euphoric and somewhat insightful. An example of a conversation that has come up is discussing how people raised in very non individualist cultures must see the world in a way that is incomprehensible to people like me who are all about the individual.
My 2nd personality. When I came back up to school after summer I wanted to continue to smoke which led to me smoking alone a lot. Which I now love by the way. I quickly learned that doing activities that I usually hate become quite bearable when I'm high, like laundry or cleaning. I hate doing laundry so I pretty much get high every time I do it. My routine typically consist of smoking a bowl then walking to this soda shack by my apartment to let the weed kinda do its thing before I get going. The best way to describe my high is purely euphoric. While I'm sorting out my laundry or cleaning or whatever I pretty much just live inside my head and tell myself funny stories. I just make up little 10 second scenarios like what it would look like if I saw two 5 year old kids riding great danes racing with people cheering them on and I'll just crack up all by myself. When I'm done I'll usually reward myself with some awesome food like chinese takeout or something.
My 3rd personality. This is the personality I haven't found many people to relate to. These are my philosophical/open my eyes up smoke sessions. I typically wake up Saturday morning and get it going pretty early. I can't say a definite amount of weed I smoke but the goal is just to get myself super duper high. I just let my mind do it's thing and just go along with the ride. As weird as it may seem I love to go into public when I'm this high and usually just hope I don't see anyone I know. I don't know how to describe this in a general sense so I'll just share several of the things I've experienced being this high. One thing that happens everytime pretty much is that people usually don't look much different than monkeys to me. I went to the library the other day to print some shit off and kids walking around campus looked like chimpanzees would if you gave them backpacks. I feel like people look more like biological machines who are merely just recieving input and reacting to it. Another time, which I will claim is the highest I've ever been, words had personalities. Every word I read almost seemed like a picture drawing every emotion that I associate with the word. That same time I was driving around and cars headlights looked like eyes on faces. The cars kind of had their own personality too but not to the extent words did. There's a lot of other crazy shit I've experienced but I already feel like this post is ridiculously long.
So I didn't think this post would be this long when I started so my bad haha. I just wanted to share and I'm most definitely curious if people can relate to my weirder experiences or maybe if there other people with similar smoking habits as myself.
My 1st personality. This is the social aspect of my weed smoking which became severely limited after my panic attack. I can no longer go to parties while I'm high and choose to smoke with close friends in very small groups. If I go to parties I'll either get too anxious or I just feel like I can see right through people and see how awkward they are which makes me not want to talk to anyone. So when I'm smoking with 1 or 2 other friends this is my typical routine. Well usually smoke about 1 good sized bowl per 2 people then watch TV until we spark up intelligent conversation. Typically we have things we like to watch because they have a completely new aspect to them when you're high. I prefer just terrible television shows like roseanne or tyler perry's house of pain because the terrible acting just cracks my shit up and I love seeing all the old school shit in roseanne. The best way to describe my high is slightly euphoric and somewhat insightful. An example of a conversation that has come up is discussing how people raised in very non individualist cultures must see the world in a way that is incomprehensible to people like me who are all about the individual.
My 2nd personality. When I came back up to school after summer I wanted to continue to smoke which led to me smoking alone a lot. Which I now love by the way. I quickly learned that doing activities that I usually hate become quite bearable when I'm high, like laundry or cleaning. I hate doing laundry so I pretty much get high every time I do it. My routine typically consist of smoking a bowl then walking to this soda shack by my apartment to let the weed kinda do its thing before I get going. The best way to describe my high is purely euphoric. While I'm sorting out my laundry or cleaning or whatever I pretty much just live inside my head and tell myself funny stories. I just make up little 10 second scenarios like what it would look like if I saw two 5 year old kids riding great danes racing with people cheering them on and I'll just crack up all by myself. When I'm done I'll usually reward myself with some awesome food like chinese takeout or something.
My 3rd personality. This is the personality I haven't found many people to relate to. These are my philosophical/open my eyes up smoke sessions. I typically wake up Saturday morning and get it going pretty early. I can't say a definite amount of weed I smoke but the goal is just to get myself super duper high. I just let my mind do it's thing and just go along with the ride. As weird as it may seem I love to go into public when I'm this high and usually just hope I don't see anyone I know. I don't know how to describe this in a general sense so I'll just share several of the things I've experienced being this high. One thing that happens everytime pretty much is that people usually don't look much different than monkeys to me. I went to the library the other day to print some shit off and kids walking around campus looked like chimpanzees would if you gave them backpacks. I feel like people look more like biological machines who are merely just recieving input and reacting to it. Another time, which I will claim is the highest I've ever been, words had personalities. Every word I read almost seemed like a picture drawing every emotion that I associate with the word. That same time I was driving around and cars headlights looked like eyes on faces. The cars kind of had their own personality too but not to the extent words did. There's a lot of other crazy shit I've experienced but I already feel like this post is ridiculously long.
So I didn't think this post would be this long when I started so my bad haha. I just wanted to share and I'm most definitely curious if people can relate to my weirder experiences or maybe if there other people with similar smoking habits as myself.
We should kick it sometime.
