Another journal entry.
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Sept 10 2000 5:30pm
Have you ever so connected with someone you want to talk, to be with, laugh with, them all the time? There is so much you share, understand and accept of this person, you can sit in silence and be content? That even stupid stuff is amazing? Are able to to know so much about them, but are still continually surprised? That you really ARE yourself around them? That the dialogue you have in your head is the one you find yourself actually having with this person?
Your differences are intriguing. Their faults are funny - and, ok, occasionally annoying. They are their own person, and if they ever tried to assimilate to who you want them to be (through their own actions or through your influence) it would break your heart. Change is NOT good.
They open new experiences to you and make old ones totally mid blowing again. The boring stuff is only livable because you can laugh about it later. You see things they'd like all the time. Without even purposefully looking.
In a crowd, you may be apart doing your own thing, but are still joined at the hip - and that is palpable between you and every other person in the room.
When you say "do you know what I mean?" out of frustration, or lack of articulation, the other person says yes, and it's true.
There's no fighting over music in the car.
It really doesn't' matter where you eat. Unless you are just going out for a specific purpose: Frostys from Wendys.
You don't kick them in bed. you might hog the blankets though. There is no "my friend (enter name)" because your friends are, for the most part, also their friends.
Sometimes, you could run an hour just talking about/relating to inside jokes, and piss everyone off around you.
The couple on the bus or in the mall that used to make you physically ill - that's you.
You know when they're mad at you - it's obvious because you know them so well and see the signs. After being pissed for a while, you just end up laughing.
You make fun of each other, but know when it can turn hurtful and stop just short of that comment.
You can call at any time and they may be sleepy, but are not pissed off.
It all just clicks.
It all makes sense.
The energy is flowing, and you are connected.
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Sept 10 2000 5:30pm
Have you ever so connected with someone you want to talk, to be with, laugh with, them all the time? There is so much you share, understand and accept of this person, you can sit in silence and be content? That even stupid stuff is amazing? Are able to to know so much about them, but are still continually surprised? That you really ARE yourself around them? That the dialogue you have in your head is the one you find yourself actually having with this person?
Your differences are intriguing. Their faults are funny - and, ok, occasionally annoying. They are their own person, and if they ever tried to assimilate to who you want them to be (through their own actions or through your influence) it would break your heart. Change is NOT good.
They open new experiences to you and make old ones totally mid blowing again. The boring stuff is only livable because you can laugh about it later. You see things they'd like all the time. Without even purposefully looking.
In a crowd, you may be apart doing your own thing, but are still joined at the hip - and that is palpable between you and every other person in the room.
When you say "do you know what I mean?" out of frustration, or lack of articulation, the other person says yes, and it's true.
There's no fighting over music in the car.
It really doesn't' matter where you eat. Unless you are just going out for a specific purpose: Frostys from Wendys.
You don't kick them in bed. you might hog the blankets though. There is no "my friend (enter name)" because your friends are, for the most part, also their friends.
Sometimes, you could run an hour just talking about/relating to inside jokes, and piss everyone off around you.
The couple on the bus or in the mall that used to make you physically ill - that's you.
You know when they're mad at you - it's obvious because you know them so well and see the signs. After being pissed for a while, you just end up laughing.
You make fun of each other, but know when it can turn hurtful and stop just short of that comment.
You can call at any time and they may be sleepy, but are not pissed off.
It all just clicks.
It all makes sense.
The energy is flowing, and you are connected.
