Job Interview

I really fucking suck at job interviews! I feel like I bombed this one, but I always feel like I bombed interviews... Sigh. I guess I will see by Wednesday. I hate waiting.

Let's see.

My psychiatrist yelled at me (kinda) because I missed my appointment... Oh well. He works for me, right? I was too depressed to leave my house the other day... Sigh. Of all people, a psychiatrist should know that, right? I've been seeing this guy since 2007 so he should have figured out what I'm like.

My moods have been very up and down lately. Not like, manic/depressed but like... Deep, dark depression where I don't shower, don't want to get out of my bed, don't eat, don't want to socialize with anyone versus being just plain old depressed but somewhat functional... The last thing I need or want is another antidepressant... Bleh. I need to talk to someone but I keep missing my therapy appointments like an asshole... But it's like, cuz I'm depressed... I don't mean to miss the appointments on purpose... Sigh.

Anyway, I am hoping I got this job... I think it's something I will like doing, if I get the job... We shall see though! :D

What else??? Oh, I have to go back to court Friday... I need to speak to a free attorney tomorrow... And buy dog food!! And w/d off these Percocet before I start work if I did indeed get the job... I have a week to do it so we'll see...

So many "we'll sees", no definite answers... blehness...

 

Totally feel you in a few senses.

First off any interview in the econ is tuff. I really hope you get the job! Honestly, best of luck.

And when I read about w/d off the perc's I TOTALLY FEEL YOU. Hahahaha. Don't we all I thought.

As far as being so depressed you dont want to leave, my advice is to change habits. Do a few things you were toying with the notion of. Maybe a few nights out will make a world of difference. With me personally, I go off the tracks when my place is messy. Messy Place Messy Head.