Trigger Warning Jean's Chamber

Jeanpauldash

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This is a thread ive created for @Jeanpauldash to say whatever comes to mind for them

Be nice to them this is their thread

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Name it whatever you would like, message me if you have any problems

-- @deficiT
 
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People were cutting my hair off against my will and keep abusing me saying I'm lying that it hurt me
 
I wanted to call the police but I felt I couldn't. They know that and still say I'm lying
 
People were cutting my hair off against my will and keep abusing me saying I'm lying that it hurt me
Unfortunately this isn't a crisis hotline. We can talk, but can't help with that. If you are being abused you should go to the authorities.

You are frantic often. Are you high? Im sorry you're being hurt. I hope you stay safe. You should talk to someone.
 
Is this something ongoing or from the past?
I don't normally have as much time as I would want to respond to all the boards. But here is the thing. Definition is needed as JB is asking. If a person can not write in a few sentences EXACTLY what is getting at them it can't be addressed. Definition first. That can be hard while it is still fuzzy.

I will say this to @Jeanpauldash, if people are sh*tting all over you, treating you less than human. Then that is on them. And if in all of this you find you can remain a human and NOT act like them and treat people kindly regardless, you have then found the ladder out of this crap world. Start climbing. I mean we all get nailed to a cross daily. I am always interested in the way out of here. It is a tough world. But stay kind. As I never want to do this again.

Give me love
Give me love
Give me peace on earth
Give me light
Give me life
Keep me free from birth
Give me hope
Help me cope, with this heavy load
 
My hair was literally cut off of my head against my will constantly while I was being verbally abused loudly and one day I was violently pushed over resulting in a severely twisted ankle which gave me tourettes. I had had tourettes starting another time when they were molesting me with remote technology. Literally vaginally molesting me against my will. While at the same time taking my hair off, thinning it with electrolysis. All day long I'm abused for both my emotions and my tourettes response to physical assault. I wish I could buy a gun and fucking blow my brains out.

Not only that I'm being meth poisoned for my tourettes by people claiming I'm racist, even though I was held hostage with racists before I was assaulted. They literally sit there and claim I'm a predator when im a victim. And they constantly talk about my family and talk in cult jargon nonsense.

I wish I was motherfucking dead, everyone is fucking trash

I have no way to go to the fbi because it is the government

All of this mostly started with abuse over previous rapes I had gone through, people kept telling me I deserve torture for being raped then progressed into telling me I asked for it and wasn't allowed to live with a man

There is no way to get help its the government

There's no point, no use. People lying about my organic behavior from 2012 keep lying about my organic behavior (tourettes) calling one a "man's file" and the other "racist". All day long I'm verbally harassed and poisoned for feeling both emotions and physical assault both in 2012 and recently the physical assault.

I was lied to that I'd have some sort of support system but let me tell you, water seeks its own level.
 
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It doesn't end there. the mind lives on. then you have eternity to face your demons.
The physical world can be painful.
Sending prayers.
 
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