My hair was literally cut off of my head against my will constantly while I was being verbally abused loudly and one day I was violently pushed over resulting in a severely twisted ankle which gave me tourettes. I had had tourettes starting another time when they were molesting me with remote technology. Literally vaginally molesting me against my will. While at the same time taking my hair off, thinning it with electrolysis. All day long I'm abused for both my emotions and my tourettes response to physical assault. I wish I could buy a gun and fucking blow my brains out.
Not only that I'm being meth poisoned for my tourettes by people claiming I'm racist, even though I was held hostage with racists before I was assaulted. They literally sit there and claim I'm a predator when im a victim. And they constantly talk about my family and talk in cult jargon nonsense.
I wish I was motherfucking dead, everyone is fucking trash
I have no way to go to the fbi because it is the government
All of this mostly started with abuse over previous rapes I had gone through, people kept telling me I deserve torture for being raped then progressed into telling me I asked for it and wasn't allowed to live with a man
There is no way to get help its the government
There's no point, no use. People lying about my organic behavior from 2012 keep lying about my organic behavior (tourettes) calling one a "man's file" and the other "racist". All day long I'm verbally harassed and poisoned for feeling both emotions and physical assault both in 2012 and recently the physical assault.
I was lied to that I'd have some sort of support system but let me tell you, water seeks its own level.