I've had enough! I want off of everything!

[Jarhead]

I've had it! I want off of everything!!

I just want to be clean of it all, for years I have been taking a ton of meds.

Humaira 40mg injected sub q
Methotrexate 25mg injected sub q
Lyrica 225 mg
Prilosec 40 mg
Trazadone 125 mg
Cymbalta 120 mg
Fentanyl patch 100mcg
Fentanyl lollipop 200mcg
Adderall IR 60 mg
Pepcid

I'm just tired of the roller coaster involved with taking (and abuseing) these drugs. When I fill my scrips...all is great for two weeks. But at the end of the two weeks I realize that I have burned through my meds too fast...then I have to figure out how I'm going to function the next 2 weeks till I can get the scripts refilled.

I've had it living like this. Constantly thinking of ways to stretch my meds (not to get high, but just be NORMAL)

 

[PriestTheyCalledHim]

Talk to your doctor(s) that prescribe you those drugs and tell them you want to quit them or get off them. Some of what you are taking is not stuff that you should just quit cold turkey or just stop taking.

 

[Jarhead]

I'm currently on day 6 off the fent. (Honestly one of the most painful and difficult thing I've done). This morning was ROUGH!

 

[neversickanymore]

gonna take some time Jar.. have to let your brain reset from all that garbage.. it will happen.. focus on the reality that all that shit is making you miserable and you have been on it so long you dont even know what its like to feel rite.. relax this will take a bit but its worth it.. what you are going through is temporary.. and there isn't anything to go back to otherwise you would have stayed.

 

[Jarhead]

Very true, the morning was very rough. Later in the afternoon things got much better and I was able to go out shopping. Things seemed good, however I got very tired after about 3 hours. I just wanted to curl up in bed and sleep.

Thank you so much for the info and support.