I've been reading over TDS

[Drownrat]

I have been reading over these threads and I don't know why but every thread that I have browsed through has had something that has happened or is happening to me currently. I find myself awake at 2am pondering whether not I've become slightly psychotic due to a recent psychedelic experience (very plausible that I have in my mind for some reason). Maybe it's just because of all the horrible things I've caused in my life recently that I want to believe I've become psychotic

I currently cant concentrate long enough to read over what I've just typed (I'm completely sober mind you) however I'm fairly certain I've made whatever point or communicated whatever though I've deemed important enough to post at this time of night, I believe I've come to desire psychosis over current events while writing this post so thats enough bluelight for me, will check back in the morning

 

[Pillthrill]

I have had the feeling when thinking about my life. It seems that every horrible thing that can happen to me has, or if not, someone I know.
Sometimes we have to wonder how we make it through all these things intact mentally. And the truth is that we don't always, sometimes that we still bear psychological scars.

I have a few questions?
Are you on any drugs right now?
Could that or your previous experience with drugs be effecting your current state of mind?

If you feel that you are truly psychotic I would encourage you to get some help. Go see a psychiatrist and if it is really bad perhaps you need to go to the Dr. or ER.

Please stay safe.

 

[panic in paradise]

the thing about psychosis is that you have no idea, you dont know what's happening around you, you cant process it because its all over load. every thought, sight, sound, feeling is a blinding explosion of wild thoughts or cognitive reaction.

it is timelessness, irrationality, and something your mind doesn't let you remember much of. taking psychedelics can exacerbate a biological/psychological illness, but its pointless to worry about it.

if you have already been diagnosed with a mental d/o, mention the thoughts you have been having. some times people end up in the wrong place, on the wrong thing, trouble that could of been avoided if one goes to speak of psychosis, when psychedelics have been in play recently.

i only speaking from experience, but many people will take a trip, and feel different for a month or more.
the oddness, strange feeling about your surroundings, how you perceive what you are seeing or hearing to different degrees.

talking to a psych doesnt often result in incarceration, and you dont have to take any meds if you dont want to. they are open, cool, insightful, professional people, who do their job because of their love, understanding, and care for people.

 

[Drownrat]

The problem is not that I feel different but that I feel the same but I've only recently become aware of how unnatural that just may be and if I could talk to a professional about any of it I would but I just don't have the money