stonerfromohio
Bluelighter
This rusty cage constricts my mind
Need some kind of peace to unravel this entrapment
These walls are so ingrained
This headspace is pained
These thought loops are cyclical
This pain is reciprocal
This suffering I feel is reflective
It’s a burden that weighs me down
And it imprints on to everyone I see
Time is long gone the days drift onwards like passing cars
I view this windowpane through these bars
This cage incessantly holds me back
There must be a way to crack this code
So I can transcend this rusty abode
Someone please God show me a road
For I cannot take this heavy load any longer
Please God show me how to live
Your there my heart confirms this
Why can’t you show me your brilliant face once more
I read all this mystical lore
I pound on your door
I reach through the groundless floor
I pour out my love to you
Please show me a sign
Make me yours
Disintegrate these walls
Can you hear my desperate calls
I need to feel your endearing touch
This pain its just too much
Why have you forsaken me
When at last will I be free?
When will I see as you see?
Show me what you decree
Should I pursue this monotonous degree
This slip of paper that confirms my diligence
These lectures are enough to make me wince
I’m on the fence teetering on the brink
Of transcendence or destruction
It seems I’m bent on construction of these elaborate systems
That hide the mirror of pristine clarity
Do I need to achieve more consistent austerity?
Have I not devoted myself to charity
There seems this great disparity between doing thy will
And doing “my own will”
This pain its enough to make me shrill
Ive tried Schopenhauer’s denial of the will
This passing fervor of hopelessness is enough to drive me to kill
All this wisdom entertained what have I but nill?
How long till I have some certainty
Is this just a dream some idea so obscene?
Each time I lean towards a certain extreme
It seems I’m more confused and in between
Please let your infinite nature be seen
Need some kind of peace to unravel this entrapment
These walls are so ingrained
This headspace is pained
These thought loops are cyclical
This pain is reciprocal
This suffering I feel is reflective
It’s a burden that weighs me down
And it imprints on to everyone I see
Time is long gone the days drift onwards like passing cars
I view this windowpane through these bars
This cage incessantly holds me back
There must be a way to crack this code
So I can transcend this rusty abode
Someone please God show me a road
For I cannot take this heavy load any longer
Please God show me how to live
Your there my heart confirms this
Why can’t you show me your brilliant face once more
I read all this mystical lore
I pound on your door
I reach through the groundless floor
I pour out my love to you
Please show me a sign
Make me yours
Disintegrate these walls
Can you hear my desperate calls
I need to feel your endearing touch
This pain its just too much
Why have you forsaken me
When at last will I be free?
When will I see as you see?
Show me what you decree
Should I pursue this monotonous degree
This slip of paper that confirms my diligence
These lectures are enough to make me wince
I’m on the fence teetering on the brink
Of transcendence or destruction
It seems I’m bent on construction of these elaborate systems
That hide the mirror of pristine clarity
Do I need to achieve more consistent austerity?
Have I not devoted myself to charity
There seems this great disparity between doing thy will
And doing “my own will”
This pain its enough to make me shrill
Ive tried Schopenhauer’s denial of the will
This passing fervor of hopelessness is enough to drive me to kill
All this wisdom entertained what have I but nill?
How long till I have some certainty
Is this just a dream some idea so obscene?
Each time I lean towards a certain extreme
It seems I’m more confused and in between
Please let your infinite nature be seen
