I've been on trazodone for going on 16 years, and always considered it a relatively benign drug. I take it for sleep. I am a recovering alcoholic (2 years since my last drink, but drank for 17 years) and recovery benzo addict (6 years since my last Benzo, but took benzos for 10 years).
I would take between 25mg - 150mg of trazodone for sleep, depending on how stressed and awake I am. Usually though, the dose would be around 50mg as I take it with 2.5 mg melatonin and the combo knocks me out. A few months ago I decided to do a taper with the hopes of getting off it, and as my dose was usually around 50mg I decided to religiously take that dose for two weeks and then bumped it down to 25mg for a week, and then down to around 12mg I am guessing. My doctor knows that I vary my dose so he gave me these trisected 150mg pills, that are surprisingly difficult to accurately cut, and crushing them to powder and weighing them is out of the question because of binders etc so I can't accurately gauge the active ingredient if it were powder, but I tried to be as consistent as possible with the smaller doses. I took 12mg for two weeks and then stopped. Like I said previously, I thought it was pretty benign and my use was inconsistent up until then, I didn't think it required a serious taper. Well, I was able to get off them and have been off them for about a month and I swear it feels like I am experiencing benzo PAWS. I have been battling a pretty heavy ever present depression, and my anxiety rivals that of the anxiety levels I had during benzo PAWS, including hat strange electric sensation under my skin. I know that trazodone is an antidepressant, but from what I have read online my symptoms are not consistent with regular trazodone withdrawal. Is my reaction/withdrawal to trazodone being impacted by my previous benzo use? I know that trazodone has some interaction with GABA, but I didn't think it was much, and I was not expecting anything of this nature lol.
As I have to function in life, I have started taking 25 mg of trazodone again. I plan on doing a much slower and careful taper. I have Indural at my disposal for extreme anxiety, but it is not something I want to take daily as I don't want to have rebound when I don't take it. I take some herbs for sleep (5-htp, melatonin, Relora, and sometimes kava (only occasionally as I worry about dependence). While going through the initial trazodone withdrawal I did get some kratom as it has helped me in the past, however, it did nothing to touch the anxiety, though it did stop the electricity. My end goal is to be off all suppliments. Any insight regarding the trazodone particularly if it is related to my past benzo use would be most appreciated. I honestly feel silly posting this, but I would like to understand what is happening, and would like to get off trazodone.
Mods, I'm not certain if this belongs in mental health or sober living. As trazodone is an antidepressant, I'm putting it in mental health but feel free to move it.
Kindest regards all!
I would take between 25mg - 150mg of trazodone for sleep, depending on how stressed and awake I am. Usually though, the dose would be around 50mg as I take it with 2.5 mg melatonin and the combo knocks me out. A few months ago I decided to do a taper with the hopes of getting off it, and as my dose was usually around 50mg I decided to religiously take that dose for two weeks and then bumped it down to 25mg for a week, and then down to around 12mg I am guessing. My doctor knows that I vary my dose so he gave me these trisected 150mg pills, that are surprisingly difficult to accurately cut, and crushing them to powder and weighing them is out of the question because of binders etc so I can't accurately gauge the active ingredient if it were powder, but I tried to be as consistent as possible with the smaller doses. I took 12mg for two weeks and then stopped. Like I said previously, I thought it was pretty benign and my use was inconsistent up until then, I didn't think it required a serious taper. Well, I was able to get off them and have been off them for about a month and I swear it feels like I am experiencing benzo PAWS. I have been battling a pretty heavy ever present depression, and my anxiety rivals that of the anxiety levels I had during benzo PAWS, including hat strange electric sensation under my skin. I know that trazodone is an antidepressant, but from what I have read online my symptoms are not consistent with regular trazodone withdrawal. Is my reaction/withdrawal to trazodone being impacted by my previous benzo use? I know that trazodone has some interaction with GABA, but I didn't think it was much, and I was not expecting anything of this nature lol.
As I have to function in life, I have started taking 25 mg of trazodone again. I plan on doing a much slower and careful taper. I have Indural at my disposal for extreme anxiety, but it is not something I want to take daily as I don't want to have rebound when I don't take it. I take some herbs for sleep (5-htp, melatonin, Relora, and sometimes kava (only occasionally as I worry about dependence). While going through the initial trazodone withdrawal I did get some kratom as it has helped me in the past, however, it did nothing to touch the anxiety, though it did stop the electricity. My end goal is to be off all suppliments. Any insight regarding the trazodone particularly if it is related to my past benzo use would be most appreciated. I honestly feel silly posting this, but I would like to understand what is happening, and would like to get off trazodone.
Mods, I'm not certain if this belongs in mental health or sober living. As trazodone is an antidepressant, I'm putting it in mental health but feel free to move it.
Kindest regards all!