dopemegently
Bluelighter
So, I've been on Suboxone 12mgs for nigh on 6 years, and up to around 2 years ago, I'd also shoot a further 8mgs daily of Subutex with a dipenhydramine mixer, until one day my Subutex supplier was swooped by the pigs...
I had trouble adjusting to such a large reduction, my dose didn't seem to hold me and I struggled with not being able to shoot any longer thanks to a hardcore needle fetish. More to the point, I felt like a zombie on Suboxone.
Then I found the perfect solution in Tramadol; 400mgs daily would give me a very tolerable sub-euphoric buzz making my dose reduction painless. (And rather enjoyable). My plan is to begin hoarding these Tramadol to help me cope with any further Suboxone reductions; I'm finding it difficult to stop using it however. It's become a compulsion almost like shooting was.
My question is this: if I were to stop Tramadol cold, would I experience any unpleasant symptoms, considering I'm already on a potent opiate-type drug. I have an almost pathological fear of withdrawal, and I can't seem to find anybody in a similar boat. Is this a psychosomatic thing? Is it "all in my head"?
BTW I'm also taking Mirtazipine, amitryptaline, phenibut, and Robaxin to help me sleep.
I had trouble adjusting to such a large reduction, my dose didn't seem to hold me and I struggled with not being able to shoot any longer thanks to a hardcore needle fetish. More to the point, I felt like a zombie on Suboxone.
Then I found the perfect solution in Tramadol; 400mgs daily would give me a very tolerable sub-euphoric buzz making my dose reduction painless. (And rather enjoyable). My plan is to begin hoarding these Tramadol to help me cope with any further Suboxone reductions; I'm finding it difficult to stop using it however. It's become a compulsion almost like shooting was.
My question is this: if I were to stop Tramadol cold, would I experience any unpleasant symptoms, considering I'm already on a potent opiate-type drug. I have an almost pathological fear of withdrawal, and I can't seem to find anybody in a similar boat. Is this a psychosomatic thing? Is it "all in my head"?
BTW I'm also taking Mirtazipine, amitryptaline, phenibut, and Robaxin to help me sleep.
