No im comfortable to do any drug by myself and just about have. I feel I'm good company. I've grown used to that. sometimes its better, sometimes it kind of sucks. however if I'm alone and really benzo'd say Xanax, I thend go out or somethin though, I wind up going to several places throughout the day/night because I'm psycho-social on that shit. but i can handle any drug by myself, even X (which i absolutely refuse to do again). I write a lot when intox'd so alone + drugs kind of influence my already-wild imagination and I really get much further out than when sober....but I can still think without too many distractions, you know.
if you're like me...musician/painter/writer, you find ways to plus the drugs with your creative mind and explore other realms of art. to me, art has no limits. feel free to debate with me on that. alright im straying off topic (just been scribed Focalin)... if ya cant be good, be good at it.