i been takin 12mg xanax and methadone daily for weeks now , the methadone barely holds me ( i stil crave ) but no wd's , im stil needing to up the dose, iv upped from 65 to 75 mg today and stil no difference , but i havent had any xanax yet today , mite get off this shithole n have my brickys now n watch a movie on my new 50" lcd woooo , its amazing how much cash accumulates when u quit illicit drugs and ciggerettes , new car in a month booyahhh 6.0 litre 6 speed here i come
bak to topic , i think im naturally opiate tolerant , my doc thinks so too , and goin from personal exp...
the benzo tolerance iv just built up over 5 years , can pop 12mg xanax and be dead straight , just pushes the anxiety paranoia and worries to the back of my head , wich is all i need to get me by , i dont need nor reallly want to get high off em , just ..........feel normal i guess
if i DID want to get fucked up n have fun id go for sum nice clean lsd , but i dont really want to do drugs i dont need to anymore ,
who wants to be a burnt out old fart just coz u wanted to get "fucked up" in ur younger years , or look cool , or whateva
i plan on havn a wife n kids someday im 25 now there comes a time wen enuffs enuff n for me thats well overdue ,
by roughly first quarter or halfway thru next year i plan to and should be 100% off everything , besides the occasional drink , or beer with dinner