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Is anyone listening out there? HELP!

Thank you Louis CK!!! :)

I am not going to lie or say it was easy, because it was the hardest fight I ever had. I stopped cold turkey at first and I must say this is exactly how I felt in so many words. An indescribable torture that takes you to the bowels of hell and then-some. My body screamed for relief. The vomiting and diarrhea were inconsequential to how the body flails uncontrollably.”
Just when you thought the withdrawal symptoms were subsiding, another wave came to wring me out and start all over again. Withdrawal from her addiction felt “like hell on earth had begun.”

That quote was from another site that I copied because that is EXACTLY what I went through. And the reason why I wrote that is because that’s what you’re going to go through, just be strong and think of the things in life that used to matter in life, I put pictures of my daughter all over my home and on my cell phone so every time I ran to the bathroom or cringe with pain I'd take the phone or picture with me. Okay I think everyone gets that point! For me all those symptoms subsided on the 6th day. But I still couldn’t sleep. I literally was awake for 48 hrs. Straight basically losing my mind. So I had to call my Dr and he prescribed me Suboxone....Which I was on for only 10 days. My Dr actually wants me to speak to some of his patients about what I had done on my own; He couldn’t believe me at first.

So for all of you out there trying to quit whatever demons you have, please try as hard as you can for yourself. IM me PM me I will help anyone who asks for help and try to give any helpful suggestions I can. Thank You!

NjDevil22
 
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Hi NjDevil22,

I know I wasn't around in The Dark Side when you started this thread, but I've just read through it and I wanted to say thank you so much for coming back telling us how you have managed to turn your life around! The difference between your first post and todays' posts is just incredible.. you should be so proud of yourself, and hearing things like this willl be an inspiration to so many people struggling with addiction. Thank you. And a huge well done :D <3
 
effie,
Thank you for those wonderful comments, I really appreciate all the help I had from all the people that helped me just from this post alone. And again I will help ANYONE who asks for it. I am very proud for changing my life, from suicide thoughts to how much life means to me now. Thanks effie your comments makes me feel very PROUD!! :)<3<3


And when Alexander saw the breadth
of his domain, he wept. For there
were no more worlds to conquer........Alexander The Great
 
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Thank You!

Louis CK said:
Hey congrats, thats awesome to hear...so glad you took the time to come and update your thread. This definitely has loads of motivational value for people trying to curb their habit. Its just a phase for many people..no worse than obsessing over sex or stealing or eating compulsively...you learn from it, move on with your life and things can be back to normal!

Congrats again
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Hey Louis,
I just wanted you to know that your thanks means a hell of a lot coming from a person of your status. Btw you are one funny MF! So thank you again for taking the time to say congrats to me a while ago. Coming to Tampa/ St Pete anytime?
 
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