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Interesting First Time bk-MDMA Trip Report [Possible overdose]

SilentRoller

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Hey guys,
This is my first time writing a trip report, so appologies if I make any mistakes with the layout etc.

Past Experience:Cannabis, Mushrooms, MPA, MDAI, 5-IAI, MXE, Salvia
Gender:Male
Age:20
Weight: 12 stone
Height: About 6ft 1

No underlying health conditions, recent health check-up came back as great. Although, as per everyone in my family, I do have low blood pressure, but it doesn't cause problems. Not playing any sports at present, but walks everyday up a great big mile long hill to campus. Diet is not the best, but its not too bad, I do make an effort most of the time. Takes multivitimin most days also.

Enough of the introductions, now to the trip report.....

Me and the girlfriend had been planning to do Methylone for a while (her only previous experience is shrooms and cannabis), so when my 2 grams of methylone arrived we were eager to try. In reflection, I suppose the first mistake here, was that I only had a 0.01 scale which wasn't very well calibrated (have since bought some great 0.0001 scales), which probably led to the party unpleasent bit of this experience.

At about 7pm, I weighed out two doses of what I thought 100mg was, although from now weighing out 100mg on my accurate scales (and seeing how small it is!), I would estimate that the actual dose consumed was near enough to 200mg (perhaps slightly more) each. So we both drop our bombs, and sit and wait. These were taken on an empty stomach.

7:15pm: Girlfriend answers a phone call from her friend, and whilst she is on the phone, I notice that my teeth have started chattering as if I was cold, and I start shivering slightly. GF seems fine at this point. I check my heart rate which has increased slightly, and the beats feel more forceful than normal. Nothing alarming

7:25pm: The GF had finished her phone call, and was lying on the bed. This is where it started to go wrong for me. Admittedly, I suffer from occassional health anxiety, to I assume this contributed to the experience. It suddenly dawned on me that I felt very very different, and that everything looked slightly unfamiliar (akin to the feeling you get on shrooms), and the room seemed slightly wider. I got up from the bed, and start pacing about the room to calm myself down, although my face had become tingly, and I felt slightly dizzy. Coupled with my increased heart rate (heart beat was more forceful rather than really accelerated), I became convinced I was about to die, and told the GF to call an ambulance. She told me to just sit down and not to worry, and that she felt distant also, whilst feeling that she couldn't really move her legs if she had to. She called her flat mate to come in and give me some reassurance and some water. As soon as she entered the room, I instantly felt better, and it was as if someone had flicked a switch, and I was suddenly overcome with massive euphoria about how amazing life was.

7:30pm: We were both fully into the experience, with me just gasping from the euphoria, and almost crying from joy. The girlfriend was having serious eye-wobbles at this point, whilst rolling around in the bed sheets telling me how it felt like she was having a constant orgasm. Our mouths had become very dry at this point, so we each got a glass of water each, and we took the relative MDMA water precautions etc. We then cuddled and talked about life and our relationship, and grew even closer of the course of a few hours. Skin felt amazing, and the sense of touch was vastly elevated. I didn't have a heart rate monitor at hand, but I checked my heart beat a few times, and whilst it didn't seem particually fast, the beating just felt more forceful.

10pm: Euphoria has lessened, although cuddling still feels great. Feeling as If I could begin to sleep, although this isn't attempted until later. We essentially just lay on the bed talking for the next few hours.

1am: Despite me having etizolam handy, I chose not to take any, as I was worried about mixing a benzo with methylone, especially as my heart rate was still slighty increased. We decided to sleep. Sleep was acheived, abeit a bit restless, and the occassional bouts of waking up. Slept until 8:30am

Day after: Felt thoroughly mellow, relaxed and happy as if all my worries had gone. We attempted to eat a large fried breakfast, although I lost my appitite half way through despite feeling really hungry to begin with. I rather strong feeling of fatigue mixed with relaxation and mellowness persisted for the rest of the day, and slightly into the morning of the second, although I believe I was coming down with a flu-ish bug at this point also.

Conclusion: It has been over 3 weeks since this experience, and overall I really enjoyed it, and wish to experience methylone again ( I have just over 1g left, as I gave some to friends also). However, the start of my trip proved to be VERY scary indeed, and has in a way, scared me from trying methylone again, as I can't face going through that come up again. Was my unfortunate experience the result of a too higher dose, or is that the norm come up for all methylone doses?

However, with the negative aside, I would reccomend this chemical to anyone, its simply amazing!

SR
 
worth considering that youll be ready for the slight paranoia feeling second time round and will probs handle it better :) the way i seee it with drugs, is taht when i take em, i could do the same thing ive done 10 times before. if im gonna die, threating about it wont make any difference! if a trip sitter makes you feel better, ask a good close friend to sit with you sober so as to reassure you! and remmeber that when you think youre dieing, you normally arent, thats just anziety taking over!

also worth mentioning when i come up on md, my heart beat feels more forceful, however if you lie down in silence, your heart beat is proper loud! cuz you can hear the blood rushing round your ear and its amplified! the ansiety wont help ya heartbeat either :)

glad to see someone having an ice time, your gf explaining it as feeling like shes constantly orgasming, gotta love mdma haha :D
 
the problem is your mental state- i've taken 300mg of mdma in a bomb and experienced no anxiety coming up but i'm familiar with the drug (and have tolerance) and dont worry about my health unless there is a real and obvious problem. methylone is well known for making people far more paranoid than mdma almost like a very speedy mdma, it can also be very trippy and in repeated doses over a long binge make you crazy as hell. mdma is far superior even though it has a much worse delayed come down

one of my friends gets anxiety on mdma come ups nearly every time as shes highly sensitive to mdma and also had a stressful situation coming up once and never had any problems before.
 
Noticed your name is "silent roller". Is that a reference to how much talking you do when you roll? lol. I get quiet as fuck on BK-MDMA. Reg MDMA I pour out my sobbing guts to my homies and tell them "I believe in you! I think I'm gonna puke." and MDMA+speed I simply will not shut up.
 
Thanks for the input everyone. I'm thinking of doing a small bit of bk-MDMA this evening as I want to get over the fear I had coming up from last time (otherwise I fear I will just never be able to do it again). Sounds dramatic I know, but everytime I go to do it, I get a horrible feeling in my stomach as I remember the dread I felt. I'm aware my mindset contributes greatly, I just wasn't sure if the comeup was meant to feel that shite/weird on methylone. Does anyone have anyy similar experience they could share so I know I'm not alone in the 'horrible methylone come-up' club!
Noticed your name is "silent roller". Is that a reference to how much talking you do when you roll?
Hehe, partly although I normally just chat rubbish for the entire night if I get a good hard roll going. However, sometimes I just love to sit/lay and drown in the euphoria. Its beautiful!

SR
 
ha, one time one of the other people rolling with us just put his hand over my mouth cause I wouldn't shut up. preeeety sure it's because I had adderall and they didn't that I wasn't tranced out like they were. it was funny.

I can relate to the "light-switch" turning off the anxiety thing, when somebody just throws their arms up and says "come here and give me a hug" with that kind of love and acceptance, I remember just being instantly overwhelmed with empathy and gratitude on methylone. I took a stupid amount of bk-MDMA the last time I took it, not cause I particularly liked it, but simply because it was mine. I can honestly say that the crash/comedown from that left me feeling as if I had lost 95% of my brain capacity. Couldn't talk to ya if you paid me. My acorn turned into a raisin. I feel like the set and the setting makes or breaks it every time, no matter the drug. If you're hanging with people you don't particularly like, it can be a real bummer. You have to already like the play pen you're in, the other kids in the playpen, the toys you have to play with, the rules you gotta follow, and the music you're gonna listen to.

Speaking of which, listen to "we are the champions" next time you take BK-MDMA, along with other Queen stuff, really really cool. The guy whose house we rolled at played that full blast out of his record player while I was sitting right in front of it, and that was an enjoyable and immersing experience.
 
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I think if you cant handle ya mates chatting shit for their country then youre not being the best friend you could be, spesh if your in teh grips of drugs, its sometimes very easy to smash someones euphoric feeling by acting in appropriatley, i came round fro ma 3 hour trip where i lost all knowing of who i was to people telling me to shut up, fucking crushed me there and then :( like you said, youve gotta liek the people in the playpen!
 
the problem is your mental state- i've taken 300mg of mdma in a bomb and experienced no anxiety coming up but i'm familiar with the drug (and have tolerance) and dont worry about my health unless there is a real and obvious problem. methylone is well known for making people far more paranoid than mdma almost like a very speedy mdma, it can also be very trippy and in repeated doses over a long binge make you crazy as hell. mdma is far superior even though it has a much worse delayed come down

one of my friends gets anxiety on mdma come ups nearly every time as shes highly sensitive to mdma and also had a stressful situation coming up once and never had any problems before.

small ket bumps are great to help with the anxiety during mdma come-up.
 
Think a safer option is to just chose who youre coming up around and where to, i havent ever felt any anxiety coming up on mdma, in fact in some cases the come up is the best bit, that building feeling, going weak at the knees, knowing righht now nothing else in teh world matters accept to just dance, i remmeber dropping a 1/4 gram and walking down the street from the pub to the rave venue, queueing up and as my mate was paying looking for the right money i just went "mate youve gotta just give her some money or ima start rolling on the floor" we got in in and he asked if i was going for a fag as is tradition on getting into the venue, i just replied "gotta dance mate" with a massive grin, he grinned back and the next 8 hours were 8 of the best hours of my life to date :)

you know youre not gonna die, so you have no reason to be anxious, enjoy the come up as it takes over :) <3
 
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