Cocaine Intense demotivational death feeling

[K-OSS]

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[dcraver877]

cocaine depletes dopamine leading to crucial demotivational depression/apathy. Hookers/escorts are seedy people and will steal your shit more chances than not. Lesson learned.

 

[TheManWithNoName]

You need serious help man, and that's straight care and concern. The more you do drugs the more depressed you will eventually become, it's a temporary solution to a bigger problem and it makes it worse.

 

[Ayrios]

This thread taken in context with the "sleepy coke" thread in which you romanticize cocaine and talk about your control while on it really makes it seem like coke is not the drug for you. A love/hate relationship with a drug you keep on doing anyway isn't worth the money, nor the emotional rollercoaster (just like any shitty relationship). Maybe it's that time so many stimulant users reach when depressants become a more practical DoC for the sake of one's nerves and wreckless impulsivity. You'd be trading one addictive drug for another, but emotionally it's a lot easier taking something that just makes you relax and lounge...

 

[nAON]

Was it only the psychological effect, or were there some physical effects too? It may have been cut with something like ket.

 

[K-OSS]

Was it only the psychological effect, or were there some physical effects too? It may have been cut with something like ket.

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[Help?!?!]

Just wanted to put this out there, recently got come coke from a dealer was was reported to be selling good cocaine, so I got a few grams and decided to do them, and try this thing Will Self was talking about basically you would get a map of a city which is similar to a city in which you're and then you just follow the map which does not even belong to the city you're in. For example; I am in Paris and I follow the city map of London to go around the city. It's pretty geeky fun. Anyway after doing this and spending two hours in a library reading a few books I decided to head off back to my apartment. When I got into my apartment I made 6 lines and did them all, I was feeling amazing and was using the internet, and then all of a sudden after 20 minutes it started to wear off, and I got the most intense depression and deathly feeling EVER. It was so Nihilistic the feeling, nothing had any value and real value everything was inconsequential I felt so, so demotivated I had to do more lines to make that feeling go away it was so depressing. Thankfully, the feeling went away, so I decided to call up an escort I have this fetish in which I want them to read a book back to me while they are naked and I am taking cocaine (don't ask) so I went and did this, and had some fun.

Anyone else experienced anything similar?

P.S, she also stole a gold necklace from my room, which was 22k cost about £600 Pakistani gold my mom had bought me it, as a present. Last time I had my wallet stolen which had £400 in it, but that was in Dubai.

Of course people are going to have experiences who prostitutes stealing their shit.....fucking thieves! Jokes, jokes. If it didn't sound like you were experienced with cocaine and had done it before I would almost laugh because this literally sounds like a typical cocaine go. 15-30 minutes of good times, then you feel like a fucking piece of road trash that can only be saved by larger lines of cocaine. Inter place trash with death, demotivated, whatever shit feeling really. Have fun with that losing game, cocaine isn't the type of chemical to make a habit out of. Usually one in a million can even restrain themselves with cocaine anyways. Best off stopping use or at least slowing down.

 

[NeighborhoodThreat]

^Agreed.

Your reaction is pretty typical. What the money stealing escorts has to do with it...I'm not sure, but as others have said...they're going to steal your money and/or expensive stuff sooner or later.

 

[F1n1shed]

Dude you need to get a hold of your self, if your spending that much on coke. Usually at least some people take the crash as a sign of stopping, your just feeding it more and more. Next crash you get take that time to think things over and say , fuck this it isn't worth it.

 

[basementroom]

I feel as though nosing blow makes for an ugly afterwards. IV. Much calmer weardown.

 

[pbuilder]

I know this feeling all to well.

I'll have done my last line about 30-45 minutes ago after a night of using, I'll be chatting my head off to a friend and BAMMM I just shut up because I feeling like killing myself. Literally from feeling great and chatty to, f*ck I want to go home and go to sleep now, not because I'm tired, but because I want to curl up into a ball and die.

I think it's anxiety+ a panic attack, It's really weird to explain. The feeling I get all of a sudden is like that feeling when you are going to go up to do a presentation in highschool or something and you know it's sh*tty or something, like a feeling of impending doom. At this point I can still have blow and NOT want to do anymore, because I know even if I do more, it will help for 20 mins, and then the feeling will come back and last even longer. Man cocaine sucks Why can't it just be all euphoria, and no dysphoria later on lol.

You'd think by now they would have modified drugs so that they could be used without side effects, but noooooo they are to busy making new iphones and stuff and having a "war on drugs", rather than actually helping the drug epidemic that is going to continue anyways and making drugs safer and promoting safe usage.

 

[K-OSS]

So anyway, to report the good news (if you want to look at is that way) I got some nice flake *snip* and I've been doing this high quality stuff and I have been feeling amazing, and I feel like I can breath properly the fresh air, this is some good stuff. Also, you can do a line or two of this and then put it down for like 5 hours you don't tend to binge off it.