I have confirmed this with family. CaptainHeroin, who has been a senior moderator here for so long, has recently passed away from a tragic OD. He has helped me for very many years with harm reduction, along with countless others. He helped me laugh when no one else could. It is with great sadness I announce this to the BL community. I am weeping.
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Bluelight
Shrine
A memorial
to Bluelighters
who have passed away
Holy Shit! RIP. So sad.
Yeah, I've had that thought too
I remember talking to her about caps death. She was really close to him when he died, I seem to recall they'd spoken like just a day earlier.
It's so fucked up. Man I miss them. I miss caps voice, I miss the long tangents he'd go on on the phone. I miss just listening to how his mind worked. I know it's said a lot but he truly was one of a kind.
And ash, man in miss her. With cap at least I know he's dead, it feels real to me. But ash? She was so young, we'd talked about her future so many times. Her career, her fears, her problems. I don't know why but I don't think I really deep down thought she could die. I don't know why, I should have. I know it probably wouldn't have changed anything, but still.
I told her once how many of us would be hurt if something happened to her. We were talking about family and what we try to stay alive for and all that. Dammit ash
Ugh, please everyone reading this please please PLEASE stay safe. Five and a half years ago I was talking to ash about how much we'd care if something happened to her, some years before that we were saying it to cap. Please be careful everyone. Please.
