stateoftrance
Greenlighter
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- Nov 25, 2009
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Hey guys, well just a quick little "thing" with me that I want to discuss with you guys and get it over with.
Well, I'm not no pothead, and I barely smoke weed. The first 3/4 times I tried weed it was great, no worries, no anxiety, just chillin/laughing .."happy high"..
I popped XTC at a rave on halloween, and I read that on ur come down you should smoke weed to kinda "cure it". Anyways, 2 days after my come down, I blazed and everything was normal for a bit but then I got paranoid, I thought the "E" in my system was alive again and I went paranoid. My body temp. went high and when I went outside I got really cold. I sometimes looked in the mirror and I didn't have any pupil dilations, and I kept telling myself I'm trippin out, although It was really terrifying. I had like a "pissing disorder lol" Every 5 mins, I had to go take a piss, and it was kind of hard for me to swallow as I needed water most of the time too ... That experience show's a lot of "E" symptoms.. and I seriously thought the E came back alive and I was paranoid..
Anyways, after a week my friends wanted to blaze but I didn't want to trip out or anything, but they were like just control ur high ull be fine ur still a amateur (even though I am)... anyways.. I got high and I had like few "Ecstasy" trips again or just "weed" trips i dont know?.. like a example of this trip was like.. its me and my other 2 friends ina circle talking, and then they kept talking, and I listend.. and my head was tripping out going really fast with their words and I thought it was the E again even though it suppose to leave after "72 hours".
Recently, I blazed again couple of times, this time didn't really get the "E" trip thank god, but I was just tripping/paranoid. Even though my hearing was enhanced, I can hear everyone's conversations and it was hurting my head just wanted everyone to shutup. Why is it that I can't get my "happy/laughing/chill" high.. and just keep getting these paranoid trips which makes me wish for my high to just "leave" so I can get burnt out etc.
I'm not a anxiety type of person, but I don't want to blaze again in the near future if I keep getting this paranoid trips. Is this normal? What are your thoughts about this situation? Remember, I'm still an amateur, meaning probably only blazed 6-7 times?
Well, I'm not no pothead, and I barely smoke weed. The first 3/4 times I tried weed it was great, no worries, no anxiety, just chillin/laughing .."happy high"..
I popped XTC at a rave on halloween, and I read that on ur come down you should smoke weed to kinda "cure it". Anyways, 2 days after my come down, I blazed and everything was normal for a bit but then I got paranoid, I thought the "E" in my system was alive again and I went paranoid. My body temp. went high and when I went outside I got really cold. I sometimes looked in the mirror and I didn't have any pupil dilations, and I kept telling myself I'm trippin out, although It was really terrifying. I had like a "pissing disorder lol" Every 5 mins, I had to go take a piss, and it was kind of hard for me to swallow as I needed water most of the time too ... That experience show's a lot of "E" symptoms.. and I seriously thought the E came back alive and I was paranoid..
Anyways, after a week my friends wanted to blaze but I didn't want to trip out or anything, but they were like just control ur high ull be fine ur still a amateur (even though I am)... anyways.. I got high and I had like few "Ecstasy" trips again or just "weed" trips i dont know?.. like a example of this trip was like.. its me and my other 2 friends ina circle talking, and then they kept talking, and I listend.. and my head was tripping out going really fast with their words and I thought it was the E again even though it suppose to leave after "72 hours".
Recently, I blazed again couple of times, this time didn't really get the "E" trip thank god, but I was just tripping/paranoid. Even though my hearing was enhanced, I can hear everyone's conversations and it was hurting my head just wanted everyone to shutup. Why is it that I can't get my "happy/laughing/chill" high.. and just keep getting these paranoid trips which makes me wish for my high to just "leave" so I can get burnt out etc.
I'm not a anxiety type of person, but I don't want to blaze again in the near future if I keep getting this paranoid trips. Is this normal? What are your thoughts about this situation? Remember, I'm still an amateur, meaning probably only blazed 6-7 times?