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Im Sorry... A letter to a friend.

Addiction is hard, it's hard for people to wrap their heads around. I feel the sincerety in your letter to your friends. You will be successful and you will conquer the memories that haunt you, you will regain your humanity and choose love and selflessness over self destruction. Best of luck to you and I hope your friends have empathy and understanding which come from compassion and not sympathy which comes from pity.
 
sodope, I can tell that you are sincerely dedicated to turning things around, quitting H, etc. There is nothing more crucial to actually accomplishing such goals than the sincere DESIRE to do so. Without that, no amount of methadone, buprenorphine, Thomas Recipe, 12-Step, SMART recovery, psychiatric counseling, etc will fully work (but they certainly help).

The bolt that holds it all together is the sincere desire to do so.

Good luck, BL is here.
 
I know the feeling, I am trying so hard to fight heroin addiction and it's the hardest battle I have ever been thru.
I am not giving up hope and you should not either. We can do this together. Bluelight is great for moral support.
I am detoxing off heroin and xanax and it's not fun. I have been thru this so many times.
I am tired of burning the bridges and hurting the people I love.
I am ready to stop, and I know I do not stop I will end up in prison again or dead.
Much love to you.
 
Well said. If you have real friends you should say these things. Hell, maybe I should say some of those things .
 
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