I'm so tired i can't sleep

[BlueberryfishY]

I'm so tired i can't sleep...I'm a Liar and a Thief.

I have a habit of about 90mg's of oxycodone a day.

i have not had anything since yesterday and i wont be getting anything for maybe a week or so, i'm slowly losing it and don't know what to do, i don't have anything to help but advil PM and sometimes it makes me sick.

i'm so sick of being sick, if anyone can tell me something i don't care what it is or what it's about i would appreciate it, i'm seriously thinking about just riding this out and getting off this stuff for good.

what have i become

 

[DXMkid420]

i have heard of ppl getting fresh poppy seeds and using those? idk how to prepare them though

 

[cj]

LOPERAMIDE brand name immodium bug doses like 20-30mg WILL stop physical withdrawl im not shitting you go get it now then you can get some sleep and rest and maybe thank god for bluelight. Hey man if you really wanna get off the rollercoaster we are here to support you know its all about occupying time boredom will lead to relapse like nothing else get some hobbys work overtime whatever you enjoy besides opiates. Its late and im tired but there is so much good info and advice around this site its crazy you just gotta look and keep an open mind. Hope you feel better soon peace.

 

[Fornax55]

sounds like you've already got the right idea.
if you're in a situation where you can't get any drugs, you should take it as a sign that it's time to quit. don't even take it as a sign - take it as an opportunity.

if you use something to stop the withdrawals, you might find yourself getting back on the drug again... if you make it through the withdrawals though, hopefully you'll find yourself enlightened and will realize that the addiction is NOT worth it.

 

[BlueberryfishY]

Thanks guys, i'm already starting to feel a little better, i'll give the LOPERAMIDE a try, thanks again.