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Bluelighter
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god fucking damn i need to stop using opiates
they are fucking me up too bad
im depressed and lonely, and i dont want my life to be like this.
i am currently in a intensive outpatient program and i still cant stay fucking sober!!i feel like opiates have such a strong grip on me. im not physically dependent though because i dont have enough $$ to get me there which is a plus
i know its as easy to just saay stop, but its fucking hard!! is the sober life really for me? right now i can either chose to get sober or be completely cut off from my family..which would suck because i've spent all of my work money and savings on drugs so my parents are paying for the car, phone, and apartment...
will it really work? if you went to rehab, how did you stay sober?? so much of me wants for me to want this for myself...yah kno? i just don't have the driving urge at the moment, but i can see things slip away day by day..
advice and support would greatly help!
this might sound dumb, but i take to heart what others have to say about my situation on this site, because no one is here to be bullshit and be like all fucking gung-ho about sobriety and preach and all this shit
idk, i just need help man
they are fucking me up too bad
im depressed and lonely, and i dont want my life to be like this.
i am currently in a intensive outpatient program and i still cant stay fucking sober!!i feel like opiates have such a strong grip on me. im not physically dependent though because i dont have enough $$ to get me there which is a plus
i know its as easy to just saay stop, but its fucking hard!! is the sober life really for me? right now i can either chose to get sober or be completely cut off from my family..which would suck because i've spent all of my work money and savings on drugs so my parents are paying for the car, phone, and apartment...
will it really work? if you went to rehab, how did you stay sober?? so much of me wants for me to want this for myself...yah kno? i just don't have the driving urge at the moment, but i can see things slip away day by day..
advice and support would greatly help!
this might sound dumb, but i take to heart what others have to say about my situation on this site, because no one is here to be bullshit and be like all fucking gung-ho about sobriety and preach and all this shit
idk, i just need help man
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