Im back, and once again picking the pieces up....

[indicameds]

Just dropping in to say hi to every one. I hope everyone is doing great or working towards it. I fell off awhile back threw everything out the wondow again. Now Im tryin to put it all back together. Its hard, because Im a binger. When I fall back into using I take off and leave everyone and everything for months until Im out of cash or ways to get dope. This last one was pretty bad, people ended up doin time and now are waiting to go to prison and I burned alot of bridges. But Im still alive and my parole isnt revoked so Im still free. And my childs mother has agreed to let me see my daughter now that Im back on track. I started working out again today because this last one took a tole on me. And at 26 with 2 heart attacks and renal failure I cant risk not being healthy. Well enough of my sob story, I wanna wish everyone good luck on the path they choose and its good to be back. Love you guys.

 

[Pagey]

Well I didn't know you before but I'm glad you're back on TDS, so much help on here as I'm sure you know. I hope being able to see your daughter again will be an incentive to quit/will make it easier. Best of luck to you

 

[herbavore]

Indicameds, I'm glad you are back, too. Thank heavens you still have your freedom--that is a big one! Also, I am happy that you get to see your daughter again. How old is she?

 

[indicameds]

Hey thanks guys. And she is 8 years old. Im doin pretty good now, still sober, but Im just having the worst time getting any motivation to do anything besides lay in the house.

 

[tripnotyzm]

Motivation. Ughh.. I know exactly what you mean, story of my life actually!!
Well it's good to see you picking up the broken pieces again.
Getting completely back on track with society is a hard task dude, a loooot of hard effort needs to go in to correcting these errors.
Your daughter is growing up, it's so good to hear that you are able to see her.
Given those circumstances, and your current health status, I think you need to focus on staying clean this time.
No more binging!!!
It will just drag you further back.

 

[Serotonin101]

Welcome back! I havent seen ya in a while and its good to have ya back brother. As long as you got a heart beat and a breath in your lungs you got a chance. At 19 i stopped my heart with a speed ball and was brought back (somehow) with chest compressions, and many H overdoses. We're too young to die to this shit man so keep pushin on. Its great you get to see your daughter, children are quite the bundle of joy and i look forward to havin my own someday. I love ya bud. Im always here for you.