hydroazuanacaine
bluelighter
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i im'd 3-meo-pce. in my thigh. i used tap water. 20mm needle length. 1ml syringe, but i had about 1.5ml of liquid so did it in two shots. i used a .22um wheel filter. i cleaned the site with rubbing alcohol before and after.
the spot is sore. and getting sorer. or maybe it's getting better. i don't know. i took advil. i don't have a fever.
at what point is it a problem? i figure this is normal and when i wake up up it will be fine.
i thought im injection was super safe if you had a wheel filter. i'll never do it again. but i wanna know at what point i should seek medical attention. i figure i'm just being paranoid. it's only a little more sore than a flu shot.
i wish when needle exchanges gave you narcan the wouldn't offer you needles for recreational use. i wish i could go back to when i was a kid and do it all over different. i wish i had my mommy.
i'm sorry for everything that i've done wrong. if i get the chance, i'll make it right. i wish there was some way to stop kids from starting drugs. i wish poverty didn't exist. i wish so much of my life wasn't lived in shame.
one day i will find grace, and i will share it with you all. if it isn't what i suspect, death. if grace is death, i'm ready. if that's the case, i wish we knew ahead of time. think of all the comfort lost because we don't know. maybe not knowing makes it all the better. one day you finally find it.
when i close my eyes i see such horrible things. it wasn't always like that. where did mary go. why did she leave me here.
thanks
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my thigh seems to be improving. that's good. being wheelchair bound likely wouldn't have inhibited my search for grace, but i like running and cycling.
the spot is sore. and getting sorer. or maybe it's getting better. i don't know. i took advil. i don't have a fever.
at what point is it a problem? i figure this is normal and when i wake up up it will be fine.
i thought im injection was super safe if you had a wheel filter. i'll never do it again. but i wanna know at what point i should seek medical attention. i figure i'm just being paranoid. it's only a little more sore than a flu shot.
i wish when needle exchanges gave you narcan the wouldn't offer you needles for recreational use. i wish i could go back to when i was a kid and do it all over different. i wish i had my mommy.
i'm sorry for everything that i've done wrong. if i get the chance, i'll make it right. i wish there was some way to stop kids from starting drugs. i wish poverty didn't exist. i wish so much of my life wasn't lived in shame.
one day i will find grace, and i will share it with you all. if it isn't what i suspect, death. if grace is death, i'm ready. if that's the case, i wish we knew ahead of time. think of all the comfort lost because we don't know. maybe not knowing makes it all the better. one day you finally find it.
when i close my eyes i see such horrible things. it wasn't always like that. where did mary go. why did she leave me here.
thanks
edit:
my thigh seems to be improving. that's good. being wheelchair bound likely wouldn't have inhibited my search for grace, but i like running and cycling.
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