im 28 im scared. If your a meth addict or know the game I need your advise now

[xxsicknessxx]

Sorry about that dam roomate work me up to early messing with me bit.

Basicly.

Can I trust a meth addict whos done it for 30years? I know when I was addicted to ox I would do anything at all for the drug.
Could I be dealing with that? everything in me tells me to find a new place or im going die with a straw up my nose and that isnt how I want to go. My friends say to chill out and learn to tell him off but I dunno when he started using again (I was sober) I got scared around him all sudden.

Btw I Do have paranoia, fear all that shit its permenent side effect of heavy heavy heavyyyyy MDPV use. It really fucked me up forever.
Im just

I feel like with the amounts I should be high kite but im not I feel... not even anything .... I dunno its weird .... but maybe thats normal. maybe im just burnt out in which case

Bummer this is going suck tommorow its going suck a lot.

Fucker shouldn't be waking me up when its 4amm though this isn't cool He knows fucks with me when I don't get enough sleep... I mean I dunno I used live with my bro he was a heavy meth user and he was really twisted I guess I always worry that the drugs will do that to a person after enough time and maybe this guy is getting near end of his run and I should go my own way *shrug*

BTW as to cough thing.. just he gets sick hella bad on a scheduel its odd always when hes using gets horrible cough. I know does drugs but I just wonder if smoking or snorting figure smoking = cough

 

[rickolasnice]

You sound paranoid.. stop the drugs

Could smoking meth cause a cough? Yeah. Could he have actually been ill? Yeah. What relevance does this have?

2) Too much energy? That's kinda what meth does to you. Asking you to hide his drugs? Maybe he's had a lucid thought and knows he can't control himself and he's asking for your help.. I don't see what's so strange about it.

3) Doesn't really make sense. Could he be selling you fake stuff? What else would it be?

Can drugs affects change over time? Yes.

Seriously.. Why would him being anxious and asking you to hide his drugs from him = he's going to attack you? You're paranoid. You said yourself you though you was being poisoned by him, which wasn't true. It's obvious your interpretations of this are skewed right off into the realms of paranoia.

 

[twotoomany]

Try laying off the meth for a few days and see if your head clears at all. Sounds like you are tweaking hard.

 

[Toz]

Have you slept? If not, go to bed. Are you not feeling high? Eat, drink -> If you don't, there is no high. Don't do any more drugs, get some rest. I don't think the guy you are living with (as I understand it) is fucking with you, I think your mind is playing tricks on you.

 

[ad lib]

I agree with the others.

It sounds like you may be paranoid from the drug use. Maybe try to reassess the situation again when you're more sober

 

[spork]

OP, how are you doing now?

 

[stardust.hero]

^Yes wondering that as well.