Then I am sorry. I am not all together right now but well I am really happy to be alive. Plus all my friends are asleep. But shit its a drug website right! Oh also just because I mod sober living doesn't mean I am sober all the time. I really feel like this is going to be a process for me with total dead sobriety not being the goal. I do hope I can help some people though or at least keep that part of the site functioning. Really looking forward to being able to represent this site that I really have come to love. I post at reddit and the former opiophile under a different name and they always talk bad about Bloolight. Well I like being able to say this site is my internet home.
I like that we accept everyone regardless of knowledge. We wash the unwashed masses so to speak. But IMO the mods over in OD and the other focus forums are doing gods work. I really encourage all the long time members to go answer a couple questions for someone. Get back to what brought us here before the community. Ok I am on speed and im gonna stop typing soon. lol
Ok but I love this site and I love its members! I am so happy to be able to say I am on staff. I feel like the circle is made after almost 10 years here overall and since 2008 as CJ. I am really proud of all of you who make this place what it is. Hell I am happy to be alive and not in the shrine! I almost died from heroin. It would have been fucked up. Please everyone be safe this weekend and shit! I am going to get my methadone dose now then to sleep. haha my blog can ramble if I need to.
Also FFS see "The Wire" best freaking tv show ever. Also I recommend all you who want to try heroin read "Trainspotting" by Irving Welsh. I just PMed someone with a very spun out reason he should check those out. Like I will freaking never read a book twice and im not religious but that book I have read 10 times and it still gets me everytime. Also I swear on my uncles grave that I will not get this spun out by myself ever again. Im usually really normal. lol.
PLUR
CJ
Drew yeah that's my name I don't give a fuck DEA.
I like that we accept everyone regardless of knowledge. We wash the unwashed masses so to speak. But IMO the mods over in OD and the other focus forums are doing gods work. I really encourage all the long time members to go answer a couple questions for someone. Get back to what brought us here before the community. Ok I am on speed and im gonna stop typing soon. lol
Ok but I love this site and I love its members! I am so happy to be able to say I am on staff. I feel like the circle is made after almost 10 years here overall and since 2008 as CJ. I am really proud of all of you who make this place what it is. Hell I am happy to be alive and not in the shrine! I almost died from heroin. It would have been fucked up. Please everyone be safe this weekend and shit! I am going to get my methadone dose now then to sleep. haha my blog can ramble if I need to.
Also FFS see "The Wire" best freaking tv show ever. Also I recommend all you who want to try heroin read "Trainspotting" by Irving Welsh. I just PMed someone with a very spun out reason he should check those out. Like I will freaking never read a book twice and im not religious but that book I have read 10 times and it still gets me everytime. Also I swear on my uncles grave that I will not get this spun out by myself ever again. Im usually really normal. lol.
PLUR
CJ
Drew yeah that's my name I don't give a fuck DEA.
