Ok As i sit here enlightened(High) im gonna try to write this down. We are the universe experiencing itself. And if thats true the one logical goal is to use my time to better the life experience of all beings. Extend my own human experience and enhance the lives of others. I state the human experience is amazing and we should concern ourselves with making making every human experience last as long as possible. For as i have seen we are the best vehicle for experiencing this universe. So it should be priority that people's life be extended indefinitely. Because we must learn from each other if we wish to occupy infinity to its fullest.
I feel i need to state what i had learned simply because it has been a long search to find meaning in this world. I feel i have been in such a state of mind only one other time in my life. What anthony silva would describe as a flow state. A perfectly attuned mindstate in which all thinking is smooth and unburdened by your own limited view of this world. I found myself extremely empathetic but with a strangely comforting sense that everything was on track in a broader sense.
Sorry to say both times were drug induced, although the first time was a 3 day mushroom binge and on the third day achieved this state. This time i was doing my regular sigma routine ( 3 days of dxm increasing doses.) When a friend offered some cocaine and im not one to usually use stimulants but it called me. This launched me into quite an amazingly psychedelic and introspective trip. I spent the next 8 hours pacing my usual thinking spot and exploring meaning inside my own actions and faults.
This brought me to remember the time i met god while tripping. Ever since which i feel ive been stuck in this solipsistic slump where everything and everyone is pointless. I had seen it all been it all, i saw that we all are god the universe and everything in it is god. There is no bad turn not done but unto yourself. We are the reason for everything though without us it would all just be a bunch of space and matter stretched out. Through life it gives god the ability to have different perspectives on things and not just be everything. Trough us god lives vicariously strangely. Or at least thats what my drug addled mind devoid of social contact has come to believe for many years now.
This statement was my determination to find determination again. I will not go softly into that good night.
Sorry to say both times were drug induced, although the first time was a 3 day mushroom binge and on the third day achieved this state. This time i was doing my regular sigma routine ( 3 days of dxm increasing doses.) When a friend offered some cocaine and im not one to usually use stimulants but it called me. This launched me into quite an amazingly psychedelic and introspective trip. I spent the next 8 hours pacing my usual thinking spot and exploring meaning inside my own actions and faults.
This brought me to remember the time i met god while tripping. Ever since which i feel ive been stuck in this solipsistic slump where everything and everyone is pointless. I had seen it all been it all, i saw that we all are god the universe and everything in it is god. There is no bad turn not done but unto yourself. We are the reason for everything though without us it would all just be a bunch of space and matter stretched out. Through life it gives god the ability to have different perspectives on things and not just be everything. Trough us god lives vicariously strangely. Or at least thats what my drug addled mind devoid of social contact has come to believe for many years now.
This statement was my determination to find determination again. I will not go softly into that good night.
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