hypomanic hedonist
Greenlighter
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I should be able to acquire some ibogaine within the next couple of days. I am aiming to reset my brain because I have gone back to intermittent opiate use due to depression following quitting a 2 year subutex habit (with many previous bouts of opiate addiction over the years). A couple months after a hard detox I found myself using every now and then in a sometimes successful attempt to temporarily cure debilitating depression (I'm bipolar but this depressive episode has been one of my worst). While using was no guarantee of stopping feeling depressed it often helped and I would try and take enough days off to not get withdrawals again. I Pushed my luck a bit far and felt minor withdrawals the other day and decided to once again ask around for ibogaine and for once someone should be able to get me it tomorrow or the day after. I'm getting 500mg for a pretty high price (so definitely don't want to waste it). I'm not just wanting to get away without this very minor withdrawal I have coming I'm hoping my brain gets reset in a way that leaves me less prone to depression as I'm more sensitive to natural endorphins. I would probably like to get a gd trip out of it as well although I may opt for having it in 3 smaller doses if that will work as well at resetting my opiate receptors. Last sniffed 2mg subutex 6 days ago (didn't the day before so no buildup) and been having a bit of h since (usually just a few lines at a time). I will stop completely once I've had the ibogaine
Questions
1. Do I have to wait until I feel as much of the sweats as I am going to before taking it to avoid h or opium tea blocking it or it's restorative effects?
2. Will the negative physical and mental effect of the extremely mild withdrawal I am going to feel still be there during much of the trip?
3. Will any metabolites of taking 2mg subutex 7 days ago as of tomorrow (earliest time I might end up taking it) have any blocking effect on the trip.
4. If I try a microdose before my flood dose will this still help very mild withdrawal?
5. Would taking a microdose first, the 500mg over a couple of doses a few hours apart or the same dose 2 days in a row diminish it like lsd?
6. Is there any reason quetiapine (6-7 hour half life and mainly binds to histamine receptors at low doses) being in trace amounts in my system (thinking 50mg one night, none the next night then ibogaine) would interfere with anything.
7. Would there be any harm in valium remaining in my system from a previous day?
8. Can I combine it with ketamine?
9. Would 500mg be enough to reset my brain much? Do you think for it to have a beneficial long term effect I would be better off having the 3 days of feeling a bit shitty from my opiate relapse and then taking the dose if I want to try and get my brain as sensitive to natural endorphins as possible?
10. I know metabolites linger in the body. Which drugs must I avoid and for how long? Would drugs being present reset receptors to expect them?
11. How intense an experience do you think I would get from a dose that is 500mg or lower and would this likely mean no sleep even if I dosed in the morning?
Questions
1. Do I have to wait until I feel as much of the sweats as I am going to before taking it to avoid h or opium tea blocking it or it's restorative effects?
2. Will the negative physical and mental effect of the extremely mild withdrawal I am going to feel still be there during much of the trip?
3. Will any metabolites of taking 2mg subutex 7 days ago as of tomorrow (earliest time I might end up taking it) have any blocking effect on the trip.
4. If I try a microdose before my flood dose will this still help very mild withdrawal?
5. Would taking a microdose first, the 500mg over a couple of doses a few hours apart or the same dose 2 days in a row diminish it like lsd?
6. Is there any reason quetiapine (6-7 hour half life and mainly binds to histamine receptors at low doses) being in trace amounts in my system (thinking 50mg one night, none the next night then ibogaine) would interfere with anything.
7. Would there be any harm in valium remaining in my system from a previous day?
8. Can I combine it with ketamine?
9. Would 500mg be enough to reset my brain much? Do you think for it to have a beneficial long term effect I would be better off having the 3 days of feeling a bit shitty from my opiate relapse and then taking the dose if I want to try and get my brain as sensitive to natural endorphins as possible?
10. I know metabolites linger in the body. Which drugs must I avoid and for how long? Would drugs being present reset receptors to expect them?
11. How intense an experience do you think I would get from a dose that is 500mg or lower and would this likely mean no sleep even if I dosed in the morning?