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Bluelighter
When I think of you all I remember is the good times that we shared - the laughter, the smiles, the love. What we shared was something special something no one could take away, something untouchable. Then one day you left - no particular reason, just suddenly you were out of my life and no trace of you was left behind. The only thing left behind that reminded me of you was all the memories and laughs that we shared. I found it unfair, unhumane, and not logical. It seemed that it was all a dream and that I would soon awake and everything would be back to normal, but it wasnt and it will never be. Its almost been four years and its still hard for me to even think of you not being around me anymore, no more jokes no more laughs no more nothing.. unless I wanted to talk to myself and pretend that you were still around like a two year old and his imanginary friend. I try to move on, I try to walk away and forget that it even happened, but I cant and its so unfair that I'm still hostile towards the whole sitation. I wish you were still here I wish you didn't leave me to face this harsh and unusual world alone I wish you were only a phone call away I wish there were really such things as second chances. Everyone says things happen for a reason.. But why? But why you.. someone who had so much to live for, and so much more to learn.. I wish someone would of let me rewind time and play it back from that day, so I could let you know not to go away like you did. I would warn you what would happen when you got into that car, I would of been around to say at least "I love you", one more time. I wish I could hug you again, but I cant. I cant do anything with you anymore. I cant visit you, I cant talk to you I cant hug you. I cant do anything anymore that has to do with you, and its not fair. Its not fair that you left, its not fair that it was your time because it wasn't. It wasnt your time to leave this world and go to another one - if it was your time that warm September afternoon then whose to say that tomorrows not mine? Thats crazy! I wish you were still around I miss you so much. I wish you could see me now I wish I could say I love you to you once more.. I just wish everything was different from what it is today. But its not and I accept that but I remember one day that someone told me that wishes come true..
Just remember one thing ERIC I miss you and love you forever..
ED 08 forever.. RIP
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"As you wish" I LOVE YOU!
Just remember one thing ERIC I miss you and love you forever..
ED 08 forever.. RIP
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"As you wish" I LOVE YOU!
