If I was creative I would have a witty little title for my blog. It makes me sad that I cannot think of anything. I hate using my brain. Sometimes I think so hard that I realize that it's really difficult to think that hard and then I force myself to stop thinking that hard thought. I wonder how some people make themselves think such hard thoughts. If it were me I would just decide I didn't want to think that hard and then I would stop...which is actually why I don't have much thinking going on anymore 
. This makes absolutely no sense what so ever and I completely and absolutely know it. I like myself better when I'm stoned. That was also ridiculous to say. I have decided that I edit my blog entries too much and I want to record my raw thoughts rather than moderated thoughts so I'm refusing to allow myself to backspace anything...even if I completely lose my thought mid sentence I will leave it. After I thought about it I realize that that has no significance but I'm just gonna roll with it cos it makes me feel good tonight 
. I like to write things. it makes me feel like accomplish something. On a different note 
I didn't get my mmcat today which makes me sad. It's like Christmas morning every day for me...except I am disappointed and I'm not usually disappointed on Christmas morning because I'm a spoiled little asshole. That was completely ridiculous but it dared me to say it so I did. I win. But anyways back to the cat. So I drive up to the post office every day and stick my little key right into the PO Box and open it ever so slowly to make an even more dramatic effect because I want to tease myself until the last waking second and then I just want to have a big explosive orgasm when I see that orange chemical-filled envelope staring back at me.. but it's never in there. BECAUSE THE FUCKIN DEA CONFISCATED IT AT COMMONS! AHHH! My boyfriend assures me the DEA does not care about my gram of meph. He lies. That was really dramatic. Iwanttotypewithouthittingthespacebar. I've become bored.
This is what I just got when I tried to post my entry:
The following errors occurred with your submission:
1. You have included 5 images in your message. You are limited to using 4 images so please go back and correct the problem and then continue again.
Images include use of smilies, the BB code tag and HTML <img> tags. The use of these is all subject to them being enabled by the administrator.
They want me to go back and read my entire fuckin post to find all the smileys. Whats the beef with the smileys. Jesus christ! I want to stop thinking this hard but I spent a lot of freakin time writing the blog so I'll do it! Goddamn this world!
. This makes absolutely no sense what so ever and I completely and absolutely know it. I like myself better when I'm stoned. That was also ridiculous to say. I have decided that I edit my blog entries too much and I want to record my raw thoughts rather than moderated thoughts so I'm refusing to allow myself to backspace anything...even if I completely lose my thought mid sentence I will leave it. After I thought about it I realize that that has no significance but I'm just gonna roll with it cos it makes me feel good tonight . I like to write things. it makes me feel like accomplish something. On a different note I didn't get my mmcat today which makes me sad. It's like Christmas morning every day for me...except I am disappointed and I'm not usually disappointed on Christmas morning because I'm a spoiled little asshole. That was completely ridiculous but it dared me to say it so I did. I win. But anyways back to the cat. So I drive up to the post office every day and stick my little key right into the PO Box and open it ever so slowly to make an even more dramatic effect because I want to tease myself until the last waking second and then I just want to have a big explosive orgasm when I see that orange chemical-filled envelope staring back at me.. but it's never in there. BECAUSE THE FUCKIN DEA CONFISCATED IT AT COMMONS! AHHH! My boyfriend assures me the DEA does not care about my gram of meph. He lies. That was really dramatic. Iwanttotypewithouthittingthespacebar. I've become bored.This is what I just got when I tried to post my entry:
The following errors occurred with your submission:
1. You have included 5 images in your message. You are limited to using 4 images so please go back and correct the problem and then continue again.
Images include use of smilies, the BB code tag and HTML <img> tags. The use of these is all subject to them being enabled by the administrator.
They want me to go back and read my entire fuckin post to find all the smileys. Whats the beef with the smileys. Jesus christ! I want to stop thinking this hard but I spent a lot of freakin time writing the blog so I'll do it! Goddamn this world!
