I will stop now??

[MaD HaTTeR]

People are torn into two,
By the sweet smell of sacrifice,
Its found at the brown hour of twilight,
Appreciate the little things,
That’s what people always say,
Like the sound of your laugh when it becomes a cackle,
Or the determination of a stranger,
This is crap, there’s nothing to appreciate,
This world is collapsing on my shoulders,
Its to heavy, it will break me,
Days and nights, nights and days,
Another night elapses, another morning comes,
Will I be here in the morning?
Will I be able to breath?
Each breath I take, brings me closer to my last,
Every step I take, brings me closer to the end,
Wait a minute, I beg of you,
I’m falling over the edge,
Never mind, I’m so sorry I waisted your time,
For I have forgotten how to rhyme.
This abundance of hatred,
Fills my pen,
It replaces my ink,
So I write with it,
What do you care?
It flows onto the paper so easily,
It frightens me,
But only to a certain degree,
Does this happen to everyone?
I don’t think so,
But then again I don’t know anything,
I have know strength to laugh or to cry,
I and my pen are paralyzed of all emotion....
I will stop now.
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~Lindsay
I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells.
Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living. Dr. Seuss
GRRR "dOnuthOes"
Cracktology = study of crack
I am as fit as a fucking fiddle
AOL name: MaDHaTTeR92578

 

[Sweetpea]

wtf where are your squigglys?

Do you realize you are the only one who can make yourself happy?
You know what you need, give it you
I'm Definitely not saying as a person who knows but who can relate.

 

[Mellabopper]

sweetpea knows whats up.
there are two definite stages in 'reparing' yourself -
the first is the easier of the two (though still somewhat hard to figure out at first) - finding out what you need.
the second part is obviously doing what needs to be done or changing what needs to be changed, etc...
a lot of people will find out the first part, however the second part takes a LOT of work/patience/courage.
but it CAN be done, and what you get in return is always better than what you had/were before.
the search for happiness and inner peace is always an on-going process. there is never an end to it nor is there ever a time that you can stop working at it.
you deserve the best and you deserve happiness.
you can have the whole world if you want it - you just have to go out and get it.
Mella
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rock on.