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I think im having a psychotic break?

Do you really think they changed the thermostat? That sounds like paranoia. If this is true/proven however thats thats just weird, your parents are more paranoid then you are. But this all sounds like typical amp paranoia to me.

Basically, if you think your getting paranoid, lock yourself away and dont do anything, or speak to anybody or share any of your concerns, no matter how real they seem. Rather save it for the next sober day when you can review the situation. Even if your right about something, how you deal with it would probably be worse anyways.

Automatically assume everything is just paranoia until your sober and never get into an argument or discussion about anything until then. I have had enough situations of asking people if they hear the imaginary radio playing in my room, or the gnomes having parties outside in the gardoen to know that its best to keep your thoughts to yourself until you are sober.
 
Yeah turns out i was right one of my parents just put mute with the second controller that was in my room idk what to do now
 
Wow thanks for the advice i knew i was being paranoid but i automatically made the assumption my parents did it when i thought mute went on my tv turns out it was just the channel had a bad connection lmao ima give it a couple days before i decide if i wanna confront them about it once again thumb up talked some sense into me
 
When you're mind isn't in the right place, it's easy to mistake every event for something that it's not. I've been paranoid before in my own house thinking noises downstairs is someone breaking in(as there once was a break-in here), but there's other people living in my house and I know there's a 99.99999% chance it's just one of the other residents. With every little noise, I got more and more paranoid. In reality, someone was just downstairs cleaning the kitchen, which lasted for a while. Other days when I'm not suffering any paranoia or effects from stims, I can walk outside during the night no problem and have a smoke. Nothing bothers me. On that particular night(s) where paranoia sat in, walking outside would have been terrifying as I was having issues just walking to the downstairs. I agree with the statement "Automatically assume everything is just paranoia until your sober and never get into an argument or discussion about anything until then", I recently had a bad break down after a meth binge, which I rarely do. So It left me pretty depressed for a couple days as I came down. During that time, I thought I was over the negative effects/paranoia but clearly I wasn't and I got my parents involved thinking I was having some mental break-down, which I go through a lot of depression and shit but this was on a new level. Almost border-line suicidal grade depression/paranoia, that was just part of a really rough meth crash that I let them see. It has settled down, but I think they're still worried about me when in reality I'm not THAT depressed. gotta let your body/brain normalize.
 
you're freaking out, man. you have to stop the adderall for a few days at least. stimulant psychosis is exactly how you describe.
 
Classic stimulant psychosis. If I am up for more than 48 hours shooting coke I start to get weird. I see shadow people in the corner of my eyes and always think leo is starting to follow me. The longer I stay up the worse it gets. A few times I go to the point where I would avoid people with headphones on while i was talking on my phone bcuase I would think they were in on it with leo. When I would come back to reality id be like whoa that couldn't have been happening. But sure enough next crazy coke/dope binge I go crazy again.

Last time ON day 3 I spent like 6 hours riding bathroom to bathroom trying to do a shot and every time id start id hear "that niggas gonna do a shot of dope" and i get paranoid and go to the next bathroom till I finally found one suitable in like another town lol.

ANd int he end its all in my head.

Stimulants combined with lack of sleep do crazy things.
 
Yeah now that it wore off and got some sleep i realize i was being paranoid gonna quit for a while wasnt any good
 
Swain said:
Last time ON day 3 I spent like 6 hours riding bathroom to bathroom trying to do a shot and every time id start id hear "that niggas gonna do a shot of dope" and i get paranoid and go to the next bathroom till I finally found one suitable in like another town lol..
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Lol thats hectic
 
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