It's only going to get worse (you know it), tolerance will skyrocket (you know it) and more suffering will ensue (you know it). Just get your shit together man, the sooner the better. Been there done that. You got fooled into thinking that chemicals are totally in control, bullshit, you are the one who is in control, always been, always going to be. Compensate for the lack of endorphins with doing lots of sports (!), eat healthy food and enjoy yourself in every possible way. Seriously, it doesn't get easier, think of it, if not now then when? When you ll be shooting 10 bags of dope a day just not to shit yourself? Homeless doing bjs in exchange for a fix? The life of a junkie is in many ways pathetic, you have the honour to have been born in a developed country and enjoy a lifestyle not available to the majoriy of the globe. Think of it, get your shit together or get eliminated by natural selection.
