Stimulants I think I masturbated too long on too much adderall.

[Out_of_Frame]

I was making fun of your guilt over it.

I'm curious about what makes you think I feel guilty over it. I don't feel guilty over it, but I do have some feeling over it that's similar to guilt. I guess lately I've been feeling that the more I do something that's not socially acceptable, the more I feel like I'm alienating my own self. Regardless if I feel guilty or not (and I usually don't) I feel like these things just make me more unique and more of an outcast. It would be nice if I could enjoy promiscuity, drugs, and other things looked down on without feeling the sense of individuality that comes with it. I feel like I couldn't share these stories with many people either. I guess I just feel like other people by comparison are devoid of life and a sense of adventure. I feel like a different breed entirely. So in that way I'm guilty...guilty of being unique, and that means guilty fior being myself sort of, and that's not good.

 

[LucidSDreamr]

I be bashin that bishop, yo.

I actually googled my problem and was led to this board. I've been here to read before. There was another topic about it so it's not like I'm the only one:

http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/747620-adderall-amp-masturbation

I don't have a girlfriend. I'm pretty introverted and at this point I've just kinda given up on looking because well I guess I'm not as curious about sex as I used to be because I've had quite a bit of variety (partners and positions) and most people are idiots in my country. I live in the US. So I guess I kind of just browse Tinder and other sites sometimes to see what's out there but idgaf right now. I'm worrying about other things. But I gotta tell you, nothing comes close to watching a good compilation porn video on 150mg of Adderall with new scenes flashing before your eyes every 5 seconds. It's like extreme shots of sexual/visual novelty pounding your consciousness at euphoria to the euphoric power miles per hour.

i don't like compilations, I need to see a blowjob in its entirety to get off

 

[Steady Scootin]

i don't like compilations, I need to see a blowjob in its entirety to get off

These are the sort of details that help us learn about each other, we're like a big, poorly sewn patchwork quilt of beautifully questionable proclivities

 

[Beefy]

You could be having facial tics. That is associated with heavy and/or prolonged stimulants use. IDK if meds can help with that. they probably can. Just stay away from the stuff.