when i was 19 i wanted to be ripped and big and fuck bad bitches, so i took some steroids, and did just that, and never came off. until now, 2 and a half years later. about a month and a half ago i decided enough is enough. i wanna go to the military too. my last injection was test prop which was about 6 weeks ago.
anyway, i've done a course of HCG then clomid/nolva. im off everything and i dont feel like myself. i dont have ED at all which is good, but i just have little interest in girls.
what annoys me the most is the fact that if i am on TRT i will have a shitty military career because i will be undeployable, but i personally have little hope. it will take months and months for my levels to return to normal range i'm sure, and even when they return they definitely won't be what a 22 year old's should be.
my whole life had been a bit of an emotional struggle, and they wanted to put me on anti-depressants but i am so against that, so i figured that steroids would make me feel better and they did, i felt great when i was taking them im sure you guys know what im talking about. i'm almost 22 and i really don't want to waste a year of my life holding on to the possibility that maybe i'll recover to below-normal levels of testosterone. it just doesnt make any sense. i'll never be at like 700ng/dl naturally which is about where someone my age should be.
anyway, i've done a course of HCG then clomid/nolva. im off everything and i dont feel like myself. i dont have ED at all which is good, but i just have little interest in girls.
what annoys me the most is the fact that if i am on TRT i will have a shitty military career because i will be undeployable, but i personally have little hope. it will take months and months for my levels to return to normal range i'm sure, and even when they return they definitely won't be what a 22 year old's should be.
my whole life had been a bit of an emotional struggle, and they wanted to put me on anti-depressants but i am so against that, so i figured that steroids would make me feel better and they did, i felt great when i was taking them im sure you guys know what im talking about. i'm almost 22 and i really don't want to waste a year of my life holding on to the possibility that maybe i'll recover to below-normal levels of testosterone. it just doesnt make any sense. i'll never be at like 700ng/dl naturally which is about where someone my age should be.
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