I think at this point I can rationalize commiting suicide (not seeking attention...)

[Rosencavelier]

As the buddhists say: life is suffering. And they're some of the happiest people on the planet! You know why? They respect all life, including their own.

Check out: http://www.buddhanet.net/e-learning/intro_bud.htm

Try some mindfulness meditation... might sound new age or hippy or whatever, but it's 400 years older than christianity, and it actually works.

 

[unsettled]

I didn't read this whole thread, but, if you can rationalize committing suicide and want to do it, why don't you just do it? You say you're not seeking attention but you wouldn't have made this post if that were the case.

Anyway, please don't commit suicide. Everyone on this planet is struggling in some way or another. Hope you find another way to solve your problems. I have no moral judgement against suicide and believe people have the right to kill themselves, I'm just saying deep down I don't think you really want to die yet. I could be wrong.