Oh and BTW, OP, did your parents call an ambulance or something? You most certainly are lucky to be alive. I am an EMT, people like you amaze me. Don't people consider what they are putting into their bodies prior to it? Whatever....just hit em with the Narcan and have em walk to the ambulance.
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I Should Be Dead.
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You know, I can relate to what you went through - sort of. A few months ago I took an amount of benzos + alcohol that should have killed me (mind you, that was the whole point), but it didn't. Woke up the next morning perfectly fine, though feeling like shit. I thought the exact same thing over and over: I should have died. Why didn't I? I want to be dead. I took enough to be dead. I should be dead.
So now I like to think that since I did'nt die with a combo that should have theoretically killed me, maybe there was a reason that I survived - some sort of 'purpose', something I need to do with my life before it's actually time to go. So maybe if you didn't die, it's also because there's a reason. Look for it
So now I like to think that since I did'nt die with a combo that should have theoretically killed me, maybe there was a reason that I survived - some sort of 'purpose', something I need to do with my life before it's actually time to go. So maybe if you didn't die, it's also because there's a reason. Look for it
