i seem to have fallen once again.......

[yoUr bLiSS]

i keep discovering pieces of you in pop songs
i used to change the station
yet know i find myself wistfully singing along
you're not my type at all
except of course for the fact that your another well known egotistical los angeles dj....
your a pretty boy
but oh how god-damn pretty you are
your moves are as sleek as your shiny new car
your designer duds as flawless and impractical as your ex-girlfriend
the blond one with the fake boobs...
we used to play cat and mouse relentlessley
i having no real intentions save the thrill of the ego-trip
you having no morals until your girlfriend came 'round
that was a year ago
i saw your face on the flyer
"so adorable yet such an ass" i thought to myself
you flitted thru my head for a moment
and i do admit on friday i shook my tail extra hard
especially when i found out you were single
i caught your attention...i knew i would
you were so god-damn predictable
almost as if i had choregraphed your moves in my head
that is of course until the highrise on wilshire
you really threw me for a loop
wait let me rephrase
you unexpectedly catapulted me headfirst into several gut-wrenching revolutions
you mean there may actually be substance beneath the luster????
my head is spinning in several directions
blame it on somas
blame it on mimosas
blame it on the fucking rain for all i care
2 hours after my arrival and who is this in my lap????
curled up and purring(literally)
hands clapsed
hearts open
i was quite taken aback
you gave me glimpses
you gave me pieces
you gave me hope
my favorite part was the look on your face when i said "i have charmed you with my insanity haven't i???" you blushed, buried your head in my lap and said "yes! yes you have. i am so much more drawn to you then i ever thought i would be"
it's tuesday
once again i sit anxiously awaiting a call
i e-mailed you sunday night
oh well...no matter what
I KNOW WHAT I KNOW
there was something there
something new something unexpected
i ignited a spark deep within
my spirit as opposed to my flesh turned you on
you actually admitted just this to me
i am not your blond l.a. club goddess
i'm actually just a big dork
but flesh eventually wrinkles and sags
i could make you laugh forever
you know this
yet we will continue this game
until yet another moment of intoxicated truthfullness
i think i scare you
yet you petrify me
where does this leave us???
i'll let you know when we get there......
[ 04 December 2002: Message edited by: yoUr bLiSS ]

 

[Sweetpea]

Go attitude

 

[harraser]

i feel another saga coming on.....

babe i love hearing about your life, you write it up so well... expect a call from me in the next few days ok, im craving another dose of sueness, i think im hooked

 

[MiNiMoWs]

outstanding.

 

[yoUr bLiSS]

there's no turning back now
i've gone and pushed that damn "send" button
the simple fact that after last weekend
you've had the audacity to neither call nor reply
would deter the common girl
but as you have seen "i'm not like most girls"
i trust my intuition like nothing else
what i saw that morning was YOU
not the glammed up smoothed out club god
but the real you...for the first time ever
not everyone is as comfortable in their own skin as i am
maybe it took your little somamimosa concoction to get you there
but relaxed states do not create feelings
they simply break down barriers
giving space for what is there to surface
i do believe it was purley physical at first
smoky throbbing clubs never gave opportunity for more
yet several hours on that leather couch spawned several revelations
i too was surprised at the outcome
i sent you that second e-mail hoping to shock you out of your shell
you kept on and on about my "confidence"
how drawn to me you were because of it
we'll see now
sometimes my own boldness shocks the hell out of me
not all is lost if nothing ever comes of you
being blown off is quite the motivator
double that when i've got your new mix cd to vent too
remember that little belly you found so sexy???
that one you smothered relentlessly with baby kisses?
well i've been working on it
i've been working on a lot of things
it's now thursday evening
i threw my cards on the table for saturday night
i've nothing left to do save for wait
obsessivly check my e-mail
and jump out of my skin each time the phone rings.......

 

[*Cosmic Mist*]

I can relate - i know how this feels ^^^^
Damn bastards - all of them. I hope it all works out for you, I really do.