sickofthisshiz
Bluelighter
Ya l effed up too...went and saw one of my friends who was dopesick, he begged me to hook him up, and the rest is all to familiar history. It is seeming to be my pattern, three weeks, feeling all good and stuff and then l cave. So here l am with sweating hands and feet, wondering why l keep doing this to myself? It's so hard...l get bored, l crave that tranquility that only one thing seems to give me. I don't know why but I'm sketched on meetings too, l just don't want anyone to see me there or something? Omg it's so freaking hard!
