Omfgitsher
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jun 9, 2019
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- 9
Not including the figurative version of running, like a lot of us do from our problems, it was the first time I had done it in over 7 years. I'm two months off of the cigarettes, still struggling with my other addictions, but I put on my dirty work shoes and ran. I didn't time how long it took me, but I'm sure it was miserable. But it was a mile and by golly I did it. Then I did it two more times on Thursday and Saturday morning. I'll do it again tomorrow. I've been told over and over again that exercise would aid me in recovery, particularly as a former athlete but I never did it until now. It was freaking exhilarating. Horribly exhausting, but it felt so good. I liken it to the idea of recovery in general. The hardest part is just making yourself do it, to start small. To be okay with suffering for a while so that you can feel accomplished later.