This was so sad and as a grown man i dont like admitting when something brings tears to my eyes but this did undeniably...
It also really upsets me because i feel like the pain you feel... although yours is of course a lot greater since i havent died yet... is similr to the pain ive caused my family thru my heroin addiction. But yesterday was my first day clean in a while and im sticking with it this time
Sorry but this isnt about me its about you. I really feel for your loss man im so sorry....