• Bluelight
    Shrine




    A memorial
    to Bluelighters
    who have passed away

I need to tell the story of my dead brother

This was so sad and as a grown man i dont like admitting when something brings tears to my eyes but this did undeniably...

It also really upsets me because i feel like the pain you feel... although yours is of course a lot greater since i havent died yet... is similr to the pain ive caused my family thru my heroin addiction. But yesterday was my first day clean in a while and im sticking with it this time

Sorry but this isnt about me its about you. I really feel for your loss man im so sorry....
 
These are beautiful words.

I found my brother last month (November 19th) where he had hung himself with his belt. I took him down and tried to revive him but he had been dead an hour. For me it was so strange because I just left him 3 hours before that and he was fine.

I'm glad you find peace. Keep your brother in your heart and find a way to carry him.
 
This story hit me because i have that same darkness inside me and at times i feel as if im lpsing the battle for a second it felt like i was reading summpin my bro wrote. Tears did escape
 
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