I'm just the opposite.... my boyfriend(?) gets mad if i roll at the club because he doesn't like going there anymore and he doesn't want people to take advantage of me when i'm fucked up (or for me to get caught doing anything illegal) so when i sneak a pill or two, i'm constantly in the bathroom looking at my eyes to see if i look normal or retarded. i have contacts though that conceal them pretty good. but's there's been times where he can tell anyway (he says i get this "E-walk"... like I'm lost or i have no knees or something, i dunno (lol!) and i talk incessantly (who doesn't?) and he'll be like "Move your contacts, NOW!" oops. then i'm in deep shit.
but the last really lovey roll i had was the tweeties, which probably aren't going to be in my area for much longer.
i know what you mean about now being able to roll like you used to... i think it's a combination of pills these days (not to knock ALL pills... i've had some better ones this year than i had the very first year i rolled.... but i never got bunk pills years ago and every i ate was in my words "THE BOMB or SLAMMIN'.... i mean EVERYTHING"... anymore if i get a pill like that i cry happy tears ... but it's also got a lot to do with tolerance.... if i knew then what i know now, i would have eaten a whole lot less pills, a whole lot less often.
i hear the green RuffNecks are VERY VERY GOOD also. i had blue ones last year and they were excellent. also, try the teletubbies.
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alwayzzzz PLUR & happy

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E-girl
*I said "no" to drugs, but they just wouldn't listen!*
**I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it**