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I love you still, my child.

Very sorry for your loss. Keep your love alive and it will get you threw. My deepest sympathy for you both, you sound like a very beautiful person. Love and Peace to Ya Both
 
I know how crushed you both are. Not many people know this but,I lost a baby boy the day after he was born almost 5 years ago. You are both in my thoughts. I'm so sorry. If you need to talk or write, please write me, I could probably use the therapy as well. Even though most people hate hearing "you can have more" it was the only thing that soothed me and still does. Melissa...I can't even write to you without tearing up because I know how you feel. It's almost easier staying numb. Mourn, but stay within reality and try to think positive. Take care of each other
 
When the emptiness seems overwhelming, you must fill each other up.
Mel, baby, I don't know... I don't have... fuck. If there were a way for me to wrap you up in blankets and keep you safe and warm and loved and happy for all of your days, well, Josh would have already found a way to do that. And if, and if, so many if's, aren't there? There are those things that weigh on us for a brief time, and they threaten to suffocate us, and in the end make us so much stronger. And there are those things that weigh on us for a much longer time, and we eventually grow used to the feeling and forget a time when we didn't know that load. And every once in a rare while, there is a person like you in this world, and I don't have tears or happiness or intelligence enough to appreciate who and what you are. I'm glad that Josh does, glad that you are both smarter and better than me, and I wish upon every god damn star in the sky and dream in the world that I knew a way to fix it all so that you two would never know pain. I think of everyone I've ever known in the world, you above all others know what I feel when I feel helpless, and so I know what you're saying and what you aren't saying. I would never presume to understand your pain, baby girl, but I know you. I know your heart, and your incredible mind. And the only thing that I know of any importance is that I love you, and you are stronger than the pain of this world.
 
I’ve waited to reply to this hoping that the ‘right things to say’ would come to me and obviously still they have not but while you two haven’t had my words you have been in my thoughts & heart and will continue to be there...
I’ll talk to you soon.
 
i know what it's like to loose a baby, but i can't imagine the pain of having no choice over it.
my thoughts are with both of you, as well as all my love.
take care of eachother.
aj the femme
 
Thank you all so much for your support and kind words... it really means a lot.
 
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