I left( personal blog) may turn into a song

[Jabberwocky]

I left because of this shit, this arguing everyday and everyone at each other’s throats. But now my friends dead, the only one helping my mom and fiancé in Florida. And I don’t know what to do leave and help them or stay and argue over every little thing I was in the wrong I’m in a klonopin anger. But I can’t handle much more. Deaths, worrying about a relationship, my mom and her fiancé in Florida in hurricane zones. I wonder what my friend feels, eternal peace I will continue on because I can’t do what my father did and I don’t trust this site to tell my real feelings But I really don’t know anymore