I havent written in a while--This one is for JC

[Lucky Charmz]

Want to know a secret?
Just a couple years ago I had three regrets in my life—which is pretty amazing!
Most people fill their lives with regrets.
Over time though, I analyzed some, outgrew some, and lost two.
So not too long ago I had only one regret left.
My worst regret. The regret to end all regrets.
But it DIDN'T.
Instead, that one regret has completely overwhelmed my life.
Instead, that one regret has given me a million more.
Instead, I'm here today with a SECRET,
When what I want most is to have none--With you.
That one regret has given me a million more--
I regret that I slapped your hand away.
I want to feel your hands on my heart, on my tears.
I regret that, when you hugged me, I didn't hug you back.
I want to hug you back into me.
I regret all those times I couldn't smile back, and all
the times your face fell with your heart and hopes.
And
I regret all the times I had to ask you stupid questions
because I couldn't tell you the truth --
That the reason I was staring at your eyes
was because they're SO beautiful.
My only secret is that, with you, I fucked up badly.
And that's no secret anymore.
And even worse…. When I look into our sons eyes, I still see yours,
Even though you are miles away.

 

[frostyangel]

Sometimes, we don't realize what is most important to us until it is to late...and sometimes when it gets to late you can never get it back...
Don't look it as regret. Because, everything does happen for a reason. And maybe if you had that person, you'd might find out that it wasn't something that you wanted. But, if in the end it is meant to be it will.
I know that answer sucks when you hear it. It seems to be the most universal answer for everything?! But the thing is; is that we need to believe it....go back so your oats---so they say.