I have a question about cocaine

[coco puff]

if i was a girl, i think it would be a rule of mine to not take ghb with almost any guy...

and if he was pushing it, i would have to excuse myself.
one of my "best friends" took advantage of an ex girlfriend of mine that way...

is there anything else??? i ask because, you seem to keep getting surprised with these, huh, very bad things.
no, i wouldn't trust friends if they were around for the ghb stuff, and especially if they say he is ready into you, and then he says we are now friends...

jews trying to run game, your gut is telling you so. mine is also, as an ex-coke-head-hustling-manipulator...

I thought of that but since we were already sleeping together i didnt think he needed to take advantage of me. plus his friend said that its more of a bonding experience.

wth lol

 

[panic in paradise]

sorry, i want trying to instill jew fear into you or anyone else, silly swype.
haha.

 

[coco puff]

sorry, i want trying to instill jew fear into you or anyone else, silly swype.
haha.

haha no worries - i was afraid b4 u made that statement lol just kidding

so what do ya make of that - we were already sleeping together and he still tried to insist but played it as if its just a try.....I dont get straight answers from him so i guess thats what im looking from here cuz most of our encounters have been when he is on something or the other.....plus his friend calling it a bonding experience boggles my mind

 

[calmAnimal]

they def seem like some creepers... lol im guilty trying to influence someone against their will and usually i was thinking of the kickback that i would get. whether its sex, money, or just trying to make myself feel less like i was alone. so take it from someone who knows whats going on in this dudes mind : make so new friends and never look back.

of course u dont have to take advice and just wait for more evidence

 

[coco puff]

they def seem like some creepers... lol im guilty trying to influence someone against their will and usually i was thinking of the kickback that i would get. whether its sex, money, or just trying to make myself feel less like i was alone. so take it from someone who knows whats going on in this dudes mind : make so new friends and never look back.

of course u dont have to take advice and just wait for more evidence

well you see - some evidence is already there. The fact that he says wonderful things and then does not want talk about them - acts macho when around others (i.e. c*ck blocking me) - he has even blamed me for NOT considering us a couple when i initally started to hang out with him (at that time tho I was only looking to get to know him so I didnt want to ruch into it)

I got tired of him offering me g and started to develop disrespect for him so we broke off all contact. when I initiated contact again cuz i thoght that maybe if he really did like me I should try it.

then we got together - another amazing wknd and this time he even said to someone at the club that we are a couple - i dont think he remembers this or maybe does not want to acknowledge it cuz wen i asked about the wknd and what had happened he said that he does not want to talk about the DETAILS

wth - TO ME it doesnt seem normal. i am getting mixed signals like crazy and dont want to risk my feelings and time over someone who is not only NOT feeling any emotions this way OR IS UNABLE TO due to drugs or its influence. i just need to know what im dealing with here lol

 

[dcraver877]

i think you need to just tell him how you feel. and if he still won't give you an answer then fuck him, he's using you.

 

[coco puff]

i think you need to just tell him how you feel. and if he still won't give you an answer then fuck him, he's using you.

Its been done. but i just had so many unanswered questions and i never dealt with anyone that was diff around me just cuz of cocaine and other things cuz i have not tried it. i see how this drug makes one so diff in 0-20 mins lol

 

[Counterintuitive]

He says the most nicest things that make one think that they are head over heals for you but as soon as the weekday arrives - its like I am non-existant to him. But mind you - when I am around him he is the NICEST PERSON ON EARTH - HE MAKES U FEEL LIKE YOU ARE ALL THAT MATTERS AND THAT THERES NO ONE ELSE IN THE ROOM!

This relationship seems based on drug use. Not that it is destined to be short and fruitless, but it most certainly is not a solid foundation. My advice would be to get serious about sobriety and go from there. If you both enjoy each other's company that much, it should only make things better.

Drugs can enhance one's experiences in life, especially with someone you like or love. But my personal experience has shown me that although they can enhance your experiences, they have little room as a foundation.

 

[coco puff]

This relationship seems based on drug use. Not that it is destined to be short and fruitless, but it most certainly is not a solid foundation. My advice would be to get serious about sobriety and go from there. If you both enjoy each other's company that much, it should only make things better.

Drugs can enhance one's experiences in life, especially with someone you like or love. But my personal experience has shown me that although they can enhance your experiences, they have little room as a foundation.

I agree completely. but he never ever has time to talk. trust me i have even told him that i feel like he treats me like i dont exist and yet he does not wanna talk about anything. hes somehow always busy too - i can take a hint but his behaviour when together is so contradictory that i have to question his sanity or drug abuse or his intentions with me....